Thoughts Of A Teenage Girl.

My Crush Pt. 2

In this chapter I'll speak about my crush of a year and a half. 

Pretty much I'm going back to the small reference I made on my crush last chapter. I decided to come clean to my former partner about my really big crush. Anyways, I had (and still have) a crush, which it started a year and 1/2 ago. I might not be making sense but I'll try to explain thoroughly as much as I can. Till currently I've built up the courage to kind of interact with my crush. Which I am lucky to say that  he wasn't bothered by it at all. We planned to hang out after school on a Tuesday (since that's when we get out early). Throughout the whole week, before that Tuesday came, I was so very stressed and nervous. Like, who wouldn't  be to be honest. I've had a crush on this kid for a damn year. Beside the point, when that Tuesday came around, I hadn't seen him the whole day, which worried me.  The school day ended and my friends and I headed to the park we agreed to meet up at. Getting there, we saw no trace of him, which lead me to believe that I was stood up, (which lemme tell you, it's a really shitty feeling lol). I let some time go by, because maybe he was running late, but time went on and I just assumed he wasn't going to show up, so my friends decided we should go and as we were heading to the exit, one of my friends gasped and started screaming, "He's coming." Which maybe me panic and we ran back to the benches we were at, and pretended we were doing nothing. He had brought a pack of his friends and they sat on another bench. It went on like that for at least half an hour, if not longer. Till we were going to the bathroom to touch up, we saw a friend that was mutual to us, (us meaning me and my crush). We informed him, that he wasn't talking to me, and he rode his bike to my crush. (We'll call my crush Satanas (literally translates into satan) because it is a nickname of his and his friend we'll say john.) Anyways John, went to go tell Satanas and he was coming but we told John to just wait for us there. We came back and sat away from his group of friends. Like, 20 seconds later, I saw Satanas, get up and started making his way towards me, and my panic skyrocketed through the roof. He sat across from me and I felt like I was in a dream. Like sheesh.  I started with what he was told about me and it was so cute because he seemed to not have remembered everything and it went something like, "Well John told me... last tuesday he told me... well he told me that umm..." and as soon as he remembered, he jumped in excitement (which melted my heart) and said, "Oh! He told me that you wanted to hang out here at the park." I looked at him and smiled and asked if that was all that he was told. He raised his head and looked at me, "and he also told me that you  liked me" At that moment I kinda died of embarrassment. We went on to talk about plenty of stuff for about 2 hours. At one point, I was babbling on about, i think something personal and found it too embarrassing to look him in the eyes so instead i looked to my left for about 30 seconds. But i was also kind of keeping my eye on him from the corner of my eye and i saw that he was staring at me so intensely for those full 30 seconds and my soul melted. We talked about his nickname, Satanas(Satan) and about his religion, which is satanism. (Explains the picture of this chapter) Anyways, sadly we had to start wrapping things up because I had to head home. I got up and started walking away with my friends. One of my friends said, "wow, you're not even gonna give her a hug" and my other friend said, "at least give her a handshake." Soon after his friends heard mine they also agreed and said that he should at least hug me. I went back to him and started getting ready for a handshake but when i got closer her started lifting his arms and I so quickly wrapped my arms around him. I was in  h e a v e n  (heh.) That's how that day went.....

(Gotta continue this in another chapter because it's too much. Yes it gets juicy-er than this)