I can feel my heartbeat in my fingertips
"Do I really love you?"
I push the dangerous question out of my mind
My throat runs dry
You take my hand
And give me an absolutely terrifying smile.
"Help me."
I want to scream
I want to run
I want to run back to him
The man that never loved me
The man that could never make up his mind
Yet somehow
I loved him more than you.
Im sweating now
My eyes locked onto your face as you stare ahead
"Someone save me."
You love me
You're the only one who has
You've shown me more affection than I could handle.
What I cant grasp is why you don't
Stop
When I say
"No."
