Chapter 8.

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Lily

I ran towards Harry's flat. As soon as I was behind the door I knocked begging to be let in. The door was thrown open by Eleanor.

Immediately everyone was hugging me and I began to feel claustrophobic. I felt dizzy and suddenly had the biggest cramp ever in my belly.

I began to see two everywhere. "Harry," was all I could say. That's when everything went dark. Everything suddenly disappeared leaving me vulnerable.

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Beep. Beep. Beep.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't manage. All I could do was breath, barely. I tried to call out to somebody, but it was as if my lips had been cello taped together. All I wanted was somebody to talk to me, was I dead?

"Lily?" Eleanor. "Twitch your hands if you can hear me please Lily?" Eleanor's soft voice begged me. I tried I swear I tried so hard. I tried until eventually a movement!

"Doctor! She moved! Louis!" Eleanor freaked out. I slowly opened one eye. I was attacked by a bright light so I closed them again.

At least I wasn't dead. Slowly but surely I opened my eyes again but this time both of them, and for a longer period of time. How long had I been here? I thought to myself as I begun to realise that I was in a hospital.

"Eleanor?" I croaked out. Eleanor let out a happy squeak. She was dancing around the small room which made me smile a bit.

"Miss Gomez?" A nurse in blue clothes asked. "Yeah?" I whispered.

"Do you wanna hear the good news first or the bad news?" The nurse asked.

"Bad." Eleanor shot me a sad face. What had happened?

"Miss Gomez many apologies but I'm afraid you've lost your baby." As soon as I heard those words I geeky hot tears streaming down my face.

Even though Harry might've not helped me I still wanted to have a kid. Someone to call my own. Some one to hug and kiss and some one to love.

"Aww don't cry!" Eleanor cooed.

"And the good news?" I croaked.

"You're fit and healthy in fact you can go now!" The nurse said sympthay still clear in her voice.

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Eleanor is amazing. She brought me lots of clothes and is letting me sleep at her house for as long as I need until I buy my own apartment. It's been 13 days since I lost my baby and I don't think Harry knows since he's been far away from me. I've not talked to him since I told him I was pregnant.

"Come on Lily! It's an Ed Sheeran party!" Eleanor said begging me to come with her to Ed Sheerans party tomorrow.

"Fine." I said giving in.

"Yayy! You're gonna love it. Can we go shopping?" El asked. I needed a new dress. I've grown smaller, like I've not been eating much because of a tinsy winsy bit of depression and I've been going gym everyday day since I've gotten out of hospital.

"Okay!" I said and El hugged me before bolting to the door.

"And El?"

"Yeah?"

"You're the best."

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"How about this one?" El said holding up a green dress that even my nan wouldn't wear.

"No." I replied continuing my search. El had already found the perfect dress and now she was helping me find mine.

"LILY!" El practically yelled causing other shoppers to stop and look at her. She shrugged them off and waved at me to call me over.

"Oh my god Lily! Look at this dress!" El said pointing to a dress in the corner. It was perfect! It was a black dress that went mid thigh and it was strapless. It had a large heart cut out of the back revealing quite a bit of skin.

"It's.....beautiful." I said admiring the breath taking dress.

"Right! We're taking it!" She said grabbing one that was my size and walking down to the till. I took out my credit card and Paris for the dress.

"Thank you for shopping at LiveYoung. Next!" The lady said smiling.

Me and El walled out of the shop with bags full of the dresses, accessorises and shoes.

"Wanna go McDonalds?" I questioned El feeling hungry.

"Yep. I'm starving," El said speaking my thoughts. We walled to the neatest McDonalds under the watchful eye of the public.

Of course people knew who I was. How could I have forgotten that I was now the Lily Gomez, model and little sibling of Selena Gomez. I didn't wanna think about her anymore.

And Eleanor was Eleanor Calder, the girlfriend of Louis Tomlinson. Louis Tomlinson as in Harry Styles best friend.

I was supposed to be Lily Styles. We were going to marry and have 3 kids and live in Cheshire after we all retired and shit. As if that's gonna happen now.

Lily Styles?

I wasn't even meant to be Lily Gomez. I'm so worthless my own mom didn't even want me. I didn't even know about my dad. I don't even know his name. At least I know mom's name. Sharon Gomez. Wait I know my dad second name.

Gomez.

"Lily? What do you want?" El said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Oh....Er....What she's having." I replied smiling at the cashier.

"Here you go girls." He said handing us two trays of food.

"Thank you." Me and Eleanor took the food and made our way to our seats. Then two girls who looked about 13 came over to us.

"Are you Lily Gomez and Eleanor Calder?" The first girl said. I nodded.

"Can we have a picture please?" The second girl said.

"Of course." Me and El replied at the same time. I took the girls phone in my hands and smiled into the camera as we took serval selfies.

"Thank you so much." They gushed after.

"No problem." I said.

After that since they respected our privacy they left as alone to eat in peace.

I was finished with my wrap and was munching through my burger whilst Eleanor spoke to Louis on the phone when I got a text.

To Lily Gomez.

Help please. I really need to talk to you. It isn't about us I promise. Meet me at Long Park in an hour? xxx -H

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