Right Next To You (Narry)

Chapter 9- When Everything Falls Apart

Harry:

The falls were alright, I mean it was great but having to avoid Niall at all costs wasn't. And when the fans came around we had to act like nothing was wrong, which even required me to put an arm around his waist. Usually I would of been happy about that, but now I didn't even want to look at him. It just hurt too much to see his perfect happy blue eyes. How could he be happy when he did this to me? But of course he didn't do anything but tell me what I didn't want to hear. Like it would ever happen anyways. Niall fall in love with me? Come on.

"Li, can we go to the club tonight?" I asked as we climbed back into the van. I noticed that this caught Niall's attention.

"SÍ." Liam said.

I rolled my eyes at him.

"I'll need a translator."

"All you'll need is: ¿Quieres venir? and Eres sexy." He said knowingly.

"Shut up Liam." I said even though I didn't know what he meant by that.

"Gonna get a few ladies tonight Haz?" Zayn asked.

"Why not?" I asked staring at Niall.

"I thought you were done with that after Caroline?" Louis asked.

"I figured it was time to go back to my old ways. No sense in waiting for the right person anymore." I said truthfully because that was how I really felt.

I could see that what I said had sunk into Niall's head by the way he was staring at me.

"Well," Liam said trying to break the tension. "What did you guys think of the falls?" He asked just as the van pulled to a stop. We all climbed out and I made my way up to my room set on making myself look better than ever for tonight.

"We'll leave in 45 minutes, yeah?" Liam asked

"Alright." I called over my shoulder as I made my way down to Niall's room to grab my suitcase.

"Hey." Niall said following me in.

"Hey." I said nonchalantly as I zipped my bag shut and lifted it off the ground.

"Do you really have to go?" He asked his voice dripping with disappointment.

"I don't see why I have any reason to stay in here." I said with more force than intended. He took a step back and his eyes dropped to the floor.

"I guess not...Harry I really am sorry." He said. I know you are Niall, I'm just mad. I thought. It wasn't his fault he didn't fancy me. I shouldn't be blaming him. I was just upset with the truth.

"I know Niall, it's alright. I just need time okay?" I asked.

He nodded and swallowed hard. I walked out feeling like a million pound brick of guilt had just been laid on heart. Lou was pulling a blue v-neck on over his head when I walked into the room.

"Hey Haz." He said.

"Hey." I said as I dug through my suitcase for my favorite outfit. A pair of tight black jeans and a white t-shirt with a deep v neck. I changed into the new outfit and slipped my feet into my black converse. I rearranged my necklaces on my neck and then went to the bathroom to do my hair. It actually looked really good today, I just messed with a little to get it to lay right.

"Ready." I announced and plopped down on the bed.

Lou smiled at me through the mirror.

"Gonna try to make Niall jealous?" He asked wiggling his eye brows at me.