a few hours after jaemin set up his "date", he decided to leave, leaving renjun alone in his room.
"bye, junnie," jaemin said, grabbing his coat and phone.
"bye~," renjun said, smiling & waving goodbye before jaemin left the room .
once renjun heard the front door slam, he sighed to himself, "is he even my friend?"
"of course he's your friend," said a familiar voice, coming from the doorway.
renjun looked up to see his father, sicheng, standing in the doorway looking at him rather lovingly .
"oh, hi dad," renjun replied, motioning for him to alongside him.
"why don't you think he's your friend?"
"i don't know- i just feel like we aren't as close as friends should be and by the time we even get "closer" he'll be bestfriends with jeno," renjun frowned .
"if anything i feel like you're kinda pushing him away before he can get to know you. you probably make him feel like his only job is to give you a ride to work," sicheng sighed, "have you seen that boy when he leaves your room? he looks like a lovesick puppy... and have you even told him about your fears? i feel like he should know renjun."
"NO- i mean... no," renjun said jumping up," th-thanks for the advice dad."
"sure," he sighed, " get some rest."
renjun proceeded to get into bed and turn off his bedside lamp, but one thought stayed on his mind.
"jaemin likes me?" he whispered .
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let me love you || renmin
Fanfiction" i love you, renjun " " ... " " ok " [lowercase intended] (cover by: nctruniedmylife << ty bb!!)