THOUGHTS

Can I?

Can I ?

Can I not lie to myself now? 
Can I not tell myself that I'm okay? 
Can I not force myself from lying.? 
This is the moment, I guess Damn.. I cannot just let it happen and remained like nothing has change
I don't know about my feelings. 
Yes... I'm afraid. Scared, confused.
But, can you just wait for me til I felt the same as u do? 
Can you be a boy who will wait for his girl to fall for him too? 
Can you be my Romeo even if Juliet has given up everything when she knows what happened to her Romeo? 
Can you be my Romeo who will take the risk and make me forget all of my doubts? Can you just let me learn what love is really meant for u? 
Cuz! Damn! I do! I'm a girl, 
I don't do joking like you usually do.
I'm a girl who falls too.
And damn! I wanted you to be true! Please be true .
Please.. Be true to me! 
cuz ,I'm willing to have u in my life! I'm willing to fall for u . if u really wanted me too! I'm willing to make things easier for u. But , I think that you aren't. U aren't willing to make what I'd think you'll do. U aren't willing to make me fall for you. U aren't willing to have me in ur life , ...

-abnobody💗