Prisicilla POV
I woke up early in Billie's arms. I slowly lifted my head and saw that Billie was still sleeping so I snuggled closer. What ? I saw a chance and I took it. If any of you were in my place you would do the same thing. Anyways, back to the story.
I heard Billie chuckle and whisper under her breath "cute". Yeah girl I know I am. You better recognize.
"Hey wake up." I stayed fake sleeping. After a few failed attempts at trying to get me to wake up, Billie told me she was gonna make breakfast and come back up. She also said to make myself feel at home.
So you know what I did ? I made myself feel like I was home. So I fixed the bed and cleaned up Billie's room a bit, but as I was cleaning up her room I came across a diary.
I checked the hallways to make sure Billie wasn't coming and started reading. The first page read "Property Of Billie" and in fine print it read "read this and i'll kill you". Well luckily for you Billie maybe I want you to kill me. JUST KIDDING JUST KIDDING aHa hA ...... unless ??? Nah I'm just kidding.
I flipped to the next page and it was looked like a sad story, but the more I read, the more it looked like a song ?
Date: April 2 2017
Song Title: idontwannabeyouanymore
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you anymore
Side note: i'm addressing my lack of self confidence and self-deprecating emotions. I'm facing my insecurities
Full song on the next page ——->
Before I could flip to the next page, I felt Billie's diary being ripped out of my hands..... by Billie.
My head is dropped down, I'm too scared to look at her. "Priscilla, look at me." I kept my head down. "I said look at me" she repeated this time but in a more stern voice. I slowly brought my head up. There was guilt written all over my face, and she knew it.
She started pacing around the room while biting her nails. It was as if I triggered something like a fight or flight response in her. "How much did you read ?" she asked me.
"Actually nevermind, I don't even wanna know. Just please leave." Billie walked out the room after that and I gathered my things.
"Mona" I said, "Let's go." She gave me a face that screamed 'are you serious'. "I'll explain when we get home."
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"You WHAT ?" Mona screamed at me. "Look I know I messed up and I want to apologize but I don't think I can look her in the eyes and do it."
"Well actually" Mona continued, "There's gonna be a little get together tonight and your coming. It's just gonna be us, the bells twins, Billie, and Crystal."
"Fine" I murmured and went to get ready.
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Ding Dong
Mona and I just showed up at Billie's house and i'm nervous. What if she doesn't forgive me, I should've never read her diary. It wasn't even my fault it was my brains fault, by brain told me to do it. You stupid brain. I hate you brain."
"Girl what in the hell are you talking about." Mona said. "Nothing." I replied. I cant believe I said that out loud oh my god. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted when someone opened the door
"Hey you guys !" Elijah opened the door. "Come on in." The moment I walked Billie and I locked eyes, so I went over to her to apologize. "Hey Billie." I smiled, all she did was stare at my face. "Listen" I continued, "I'm sorry for reading your diary journal thingy. I understand why your mad, I overstepped my boundaries and read something that was very private and meant alot to you. I'm sorry honestly, I swear I won't do it again. Do you think that maybe you could forgive me ?"
"Hmm" Billie thought herself. "We'll see." And she walked away.
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An hour has now passed and everyone is sitting in a circle. "Today", Issac started "We'll be playing 7 minutes in heaven and Billie has volunteered to go first. So Billie who do you want to go in the closet with you ?"
Billie smirked, "I choose Priscilla."
