Particular Taste -SHAWN MENDES❤️- (English version)

2 years ago...

*4/8/2016*

This morning I woke up like every day around 10am or so, I took a shower to dry my hair for this afternoon, I have a session for a magazine.

I had a salad at 2pm and at 4pm they came to get me from the place of the magazine.

The session was with a boy, a singer, I don't remember well his name but I have been told that he is a singer.

I came and went.

Me: hello carolina -carolina is the boss from the magazine-

Carol: hi skylar, come on in, he's waiting for you here -we walked in and there was a guy sitting in a chair with a guitar while he was being photographed, it seemed small that I-

Me: oh, he's cute! How old are he? 16?

Carol: no, he's your age -she said while laughing-

Me: but if he has a baby face

Carol: Well, but he's your age.

Me: and what was his name?

Carol: shawn mendes

Me: well, I'm going to change and I'm going with him -I had to change because for the session they put me in other clothes-.

They put this on me

After I changed I went back to the room where everyone was and I approached shawn.

Me: hello, I'm skylar

Shawn: yeah i know, i love you i've seen you a lot in instagram and interviews and that, i'm shawn.

Me: yes I also knew you but I didn't put a face to you, like I heard your songs but I didn't know it was you, I explain myself very badly, I know -I put a face like "shut up useless mouth"-

Shawn: you're so funny.

Me: thank you

Shawn: shall we get started?

Me: of course

After taking the pictures we went to have a drink and we were talking quietly and I found it very nice, we became friends and exchanged phones.

And from that day I talk every day with shawn by whatshapp until today, that's what we know each other from.

*end of flashback*

Yo: thanks for the jacket shawn -I gave it to him and he grabbed it-

Shawn: are you sure you're not cold?

Me: yeah, sure, it's better in here, thanks.

Shawn: I'm so glad I found you here, I didn't know you were coming.

Me: and me neither!  It has been ariana that has said to me "hey look shawn" and I swear to you that it has given me until thing to approach me of the time that had passed for if we had lost relation or something because in these two years that we haven't seen each other we have changed a lot and we are more famous etc...

Shawn: we haven't lost any relationship, we talk every day for whatsapp!

Me: omg I missed you so much -I hugged him-

Shawn: me too -he said to my ear but I had to be on tiptoe and yet it came down his shoulder, I AM DWARF-

Me: I'm going to cry, I'm so glad but at the same time I'm sad because I'm going to be without seeing you for at least another year until you finish the tour and that hurts me, -I said while wiping my tears with care not to run my makeup-

Shawn:  We take advantage of these two days we have left to be together and then it will be seen, but sure that we will see for toronto or some weekend that has free I will see you, but don't cry,  we have a lot of paparazzis surrounding us and you have to come out beautiful -I smiled and wiped the tears again- come on -he put my elbow so that I grabbed (I do not know if you know how I say) and interlace my arm and continue walking on the carpet to climb some stairs that already gave the "private" part so say where the event was held in itself -

I was grabbing shawn thinking about everything he was doing and I just saw a lot of flashes of cameras and reporters' voices saying "you're together" "what a good couple" "how you know each other?" "since when you go out" the same as I was and I started to get overwhelmed and I started to get anxious,  I in this year have started to suffer anxiety attacks because of what happened with zayn when we broke the fans began to attack me too much, came to my house, through social networks etc but he and I are fine, and I began to enter again that feeling and I didn't want anything to happen to me.

Every time my chest hurt more, my pulse accelerated, I was hotter, I began to get dizzy a lot and could not almost get up the stairs, I had trouble getting to the last step.

But when we were already upstairs, in a corridor where we were alone, I began to feel worse.

Me: shawn -I said almost voicelessly.

Shawn: sky?  Are you okay?  -I shook my head as I could, but my legs started to slacken until I fainted, but I didn't get to touch the ground, as I was holding shawn, he grabbed me in his arms-

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