Particular Taste -SHAWN MENDES❤️- (English version)

Room 931

Suddenly I woke up in a room where there were donkeys with clothes, guitars, makeup, a little bit of everything and I lay on a table.

I opened my eyes and saw shawn with ariana and several security.

I got up with the help of the guards and they gave me water.

Shawn: sky! Are you better?

Me: if it's passed me by, it's been the time for so many flashes and journalists and questions and I started to get overwhelmed.

Ariana: don't scare me again.

Me: we can go now I am already well

Guard 1: Miss, if you need anything else, do not hesitate to look for us.

Me: ok, thank you very much

Ariana: I'm going I have remained there worried pete and hailey and others, and when you are better come

Me: I'm fine, let's go -I went down from the table but ariana prevented me-

Ariana: no, no, stay here a bit, drink water and that and now you come -she said and ran away-

Shawn: you scared the shit out of me. I didn't know what happened to you.

Me: it was just that, an anxiety attack.

Shawn: So you've been hit before?

Me: -I nodded-

Shawn: Why didn't you tell me? We talk every day and you didn't tell me?

Me: I just didn't want you to worry.... on top of that we never see each other I didn't want you to worry.

Shawn: of course I was going to worry, and I worry now, tell me everything that I can help you, you know that many times I also have anxiety, that's why I wrote "In My Blood".

Me: yes, I know it, but fuck -I dried a tear that fell on my cheek with care- is that not to see you and that you know it does not hurt me not to see you and remember it -he approached me and put himself in front-

Shawn: now that I'm here -he said while wiping another tear carefully- tell me.

Me: Well you know I've been dating with zayn and we were 1 year that if I told you -shawn looked at me attentively- well when we left, you know the story, we left him well of good vibes and we are friends and that but his fans blamed me for the accident he had with the car because it was the day we left him and now comes what you do not know, the fans were putting many comments on me instagram, tweets, some came to my house or to the hotel where I was at the time, or by the street and those things and insulted me, they blamed me for their accident, even if then it was nothing, and I had to go everywhere with Liam because before if I went out without the toronto or when I was with someone but had to go with him everywhere and one day was when he gave me the first so to say and since then is more frequent to give me seizures

Shawn: -he hugged me- as I feel it, with how good you are -he wiped my tears- but that has happened and you're fine and they don't tell you anything, don't they?

Me: no, since zayn uploaded a picture explaining it they don't tell me anything.

Shawn: People are sometimes very bad.

Me: yes....

Shawn: Here, have a drink and we'll go -he gave me a bottle of water-

Me: thanks -i drank- c'mon -shawn gave me his hand to help me get off the table-

We went to where the event was and we were all together talking and laughing and telling what we had done in this time because we haven't seen each other for a long time, not as long as with shawn.