Moving to wonderland

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Life is weird.

Life is pain.

Life isn't even life.

sorry, I guess I should explain. I'm Dawn, i'm 15 and i'm normal.

not.

I'm far from normal.

growing up until the age of 10 i was mentally, and physically abused by my parents. 

When one night it went further.....my father did unspeakable things to me.

It gave me nightmares, caused all of my anxiety...I wanted to die but I didn't understand it.

Until one day these people came.. they saw what my dad did.

I now know that what happened was they took my parents to jail and I went to a "foster home"

for two years I stayed there..hopeless...wishing that I could understand...why?...why me?

I saw a movie called Alice in wonderland..and I wished that I was her at first...not because she was pretty but because she got to leave and go to wonderland, go somewhere new and fun.

Eventually I was told I was going to my "new family"
I was so happy.  Then scared. 

What if.

what if they hurt me?

what if it happens again?

what if i'm stuck there?

I was terrified.


fast forward shit

for the next 3 years I was switching from home to home on end.

The home that stands out to me in my memory was these really smart parents that pushed me to be intelligent. They were indeed very smart and taught me alot (they home schooled me) until they gave me away when I came out to them.

I came out because I realized that I am pan-sexual. Meaning that I love all genders. 

They were my last home.

I am now on a one way flight to Sunfall city. in Colorado

Will my family want me? 

Will I be accepted? 

Will I make friends?

or even find love...?

"peanuts?"

..........wait wehtttt???

"Peanuts?"

*I look up to see the flight lady with a pack of peanuts*

*I take off my headphones*

"um no thanks"

*I put back on my head phones and lay back, looking out the plane window..seeing the clouds*

*I turn up the volume listening to "Daddy Issues"*

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HEY SIS---

wait

*GAY INTENSIFIES*

that would be copy right? kind of. (JAMES CHARLES BITCHES)

HEY ALIENS

hope you like this weird yet sad shit of an beginning intro thing?

yeah.

take it.

accept it.

or don't

you choose

ANYWAY


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HAVE A GREAT DAY




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