Sunfall High school

Shopping shit

(Setting is a dark alley)
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"H..Hello?"

I look around.....but I can't see anything

where am I? 

What happened?

I see someone..hes standing over in front of me..he wasn't there a second ago

I want to move, scream, something......but I can't

i'm stuck still

The man raises his fist throwing a powerful punch

*BOINK*

I look around and see my new Lilac room.

I get up and see that I fell on the floor.

I hold my head.

"It was just a dream"

I check the time.

"7:05" It's still pretty early, starting to get bright outside. 

I lay back down.

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I wake up again and check the time.

"11:30" I check my social media, no surprise that I have no notifications.

Well I guess I can't really be persnickety about that because of the fact I literally have no friends. 

Iv always been to fucked up and moving to much to make friends.

I get up and find Sidney in the kitchen.

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"Good morning"

She looks up at me from her news paper.

"Oh, good morning dear. breakfast?" She asked

"No thank you, I was wondering where your towels were so I may take a shower?"

"There should be some in the bathroom hun"

"Thank you" I reply, I was about to turn around when she said..

"Also Cindy called yesterday..you'r meds will be ready for pick up in about an hour, so when I go to get them I was thinking you and Oakly could go shopping? for clothes and school supplies"

"O..oh..sure..thanks" I awkwardly reply

"No prob hun" She goes back to reading her news paper.

I go to the bathroom and sure enough there are towels.

I undress and hop in turning it cold.

I sit down, letting the water fall onto me.

By medicine she means the shit load of meds I take. I got my anti-depressants and Axiety pills in the morning, then I take some stuff for my ADD in the afternoon.

Since I can't take my anxiety pills when ever I actually have it, cause by then I would OD on it.

I resorted to smoking and drinking, They take away the pain and worries.

Anyway, I use my shampoo and conditioner and wash out my short strawberry blond hair.

I use my body wash and clean up.

After i'm done I hop out and grab the towel, drying myself off. I wrap the towel around myself and walk out quickly into my room.

I close the blinds to my window and sit on my bed..I sit for a sec just looking at my body.

Not my parts..but my scars..the cuts..bruises...burn marks..

Most of them were done by me but some by my parents that were just permanent.

I get dressed into black leggings, a white tank top with a light faded yellow swearer on top, white socks with white sneakers and my "whatever" black beanie. ( Image up above)