Why do i have to have a hole in my heart. Why don't my mom not believe me when i say i have depression!
Why does everyone leave me?
Why am i the one to be left out all the time?
How come when i open up to my family and friends they say "oh this again you should be over this".
Why can't somebody just say it will be ok and that they will be next to me the hole way?
I wish i new why!. I wish i could explain what is like to have a family that doesn't support you. I wish i new why im hated for being me. I wish i new why im depressed. I wish i could see the light but cant no matter how hard i try. Why cant someone see im hurting. Why cant they see my eyes changing to gold. How come when my eyes change from a dark brown to gold they do not realize that is my mask i put on. How come when something is not my fault i still say sorry for nothing. How come my depression got so bad i stopped eating. How come i cant be normal like the other kids? Why cant i be free like a wolf. Why am i like a wolf? why do i see my self as a wolf. Why do people judge me because my obsession with wolves. What if i say that i feel like a wolf because i want to be free and have a mate in life.
Why do i want to give up so easily? Why cant i just leave to be with wolves? Why cant i just why?
