Lia's p.o.v
I flicker my eyes open to see a sleeping Luke oppisite me.
All of the boys were asleep.
I take my phone off of charge and I had 2 texts from Harry and one from my dad
To: Lia marie :)) From: Dad
Lia, you need to come home we're worried about you!! Harry misses you and he has his big game today!! Please come home we missss youuuu xx
I roll my eyes and check twitter.
Michael had tagged me in a picture on twitter.
@Liamarieclifford707 and @Luke5sos together being cute!! ;p
I screenshot it and get out of bed and I didn't wake anyone!!
My phone vibrated my mum was ringing me.
Me: Hello,
M: Please come home!
Me: Mum, the way you and dad have been treating me the past few weeks it's really pissed me off!
M: I'm sorry ok!! I can't be a proper parent no?
Me: I'm not trying to cause an argument mum! Was it my fault that I was depressed, cutting and in a mental hospital whilst Michael had just started his tour?! and you never visited, called or texted me!!
M:: No but I want you back home with us!
Me:: You don't deserve me anymore I've apparently changed ever since I've been dating Luke! I haven't I'm still the same old dorky Lia fucking marie Clifford!
M:: I want you back where are you?
Me:: I pretty much ran away, I'm on a tour bus with four of my best friends and I'm happy with them!
M: so your not happy with me no?
Me: for fuck sakes mum! That's it I'm not going home I'll stay with the boys! And live at their house!
M: Ok bye I love you.
Me: Bye
I put the phone down and pour myself a bowl of krave.
I turn around to see Calum standing there.
"Hey Calum!" I say sitting down with my cereal.
"Who was that?" Calum asks sounding upset.
"My mum, why?" I reply.
"About the cutting, depression and mental hospitao do you need a chat?" Calum says sitting next to me.
Everything comes back to me.
The cutting.
The hiding away all the time.
I burst into tears.
"Oh my god I'm so sorry!" Calum says not really knowing what to do.
"It's fine Calum but can you help me up to my bunk?" I ask and he lifts me up and I climb on.
I close the curtain on the bunk and I cry silently.
"Morning boys!" I hear Luke say.
"Hey bro!" Calum, Michael and Ashton say.
I lay on my back on my bunk with the curtains closed and I was crying, hard but silently.
"Lia!" Ashton says peeping his head into my bunk.
"Hi," I reply wiping my eyes and climb down.
"What's up?" Ashton asks.
"Nothing," I say wiping my nose with my top.