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Chapter 5

Kassys point of view

so today my mums leaving for Europe and I have to drop her to the airport. I'm excited and scared to stay at the Dolan families house because of Ethan and Grayson, but I have Cameron so that's alright I guess. I got out of bed and got ready to drop my mum to the airport (she can drive but she's too lazy to drive to school). I got changed into a white crop top and pinky peach button skirt and wore black and white Adidas Superstars. (pic below)

The only reason I wore something this fancy was because I was thinking of going shopping after I unpacked my stuff at the Dolans house. After I got changed I went downstairs to help my mum put her stuff in my car (she owns a white Toyota gt86 this bish rich). once all the stuff was in the car I went inside and grabbed my car keys and some sunnies because it was quite sunny outside. I locked the front door and got in the car with my mum and drove to the airport.

5 minutes later

We reached the airport and I said my goodbyes

"bye mum I'm gonna really miss you." I said while hugging her

"I'm gonna miss you too," she said while pulling away from the hug

"make sure to tell Gabriela I said hi (Gabriela is Ethan and Grayson mum)." 

"ok." I answered

'well I gotta go," my mum said while taking her bags out of my car.

she walked off after hugging me for the last time,  I'm gonna miss her a lot. I turned around and got into my car and drove to the Dolans house. 

Around 20 minutes later

I reached their house, I got my bags out of the back of my car and walked up to their front door. I knocked on their door and no longer than 2 seconds it opened revealing a tired Cameron.

"AAAAAAAYYYYYY YOUR HERE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES!!!." she yells as giving me a massive hug

"HHIIIIIIIIII IM SORRY YOU WERE WAITING FOR SO LONG." I SAID HUGGING HER BACK

"nice ride I never knew you drove."

"Yeah, I do I'm just to lazy to drive to school."

"anyway come inside."

"Mum, dad eth, gray get down here kassy is here!" she yelled

"Hello, kassy!" Camerons mum and dad said together, they came over and gave me a massive hug

"thanks for letting me stay here while my mum in Europe." I say while pulling away from the hug

"you're more than welcome, cam show kassy her room."

"ok follow me kas." I follow her up the stairs

I am led into a beautiful room with a couple of paintings on the walls, a study table, and bedside table with a lamp. (pic below)

"wwwooooooowwww, its massive," I said

"yeah I decorated it hoping you'll like it." cam said

, "well I love it, it's amazing." 

I ran on to the bed and laid there for a few seconds then sat up 

"well, I better start unpacking."

"yeah ill leave you to it." Cam said while leaving

I placed my bag on my bed and opened it I took out I closed an hung them up in my closet, I took my shoes out and placed them near my door. since I wanted to go shopping I wasn't gonna change my outfit I was just gonna change my shoes. so I put my white converse on and stood up I decided I should ask cam if she wanted to come shopping with me. I opened my door and bumped into a tall figure and fell down(she's weak);)

"Oh shit, I'm so sorry." I said while trying to get up

"its ok I should say sorry." he said while helping me get up.

I got up and found out that it was gray. out of everyone it had to be Grayson wtf. Once I fully got up I walked to Cameron's room without saying a word and Grayson walked to his room. I knocked on her door.

"come in!!" she yelled

, "hey cam, do you wanna go shopping?" I asked

"I'm sorry Kas but I can't go today i have to study, maybe you can ask one of the boys to go with you."

"Cam you know they don't like me!"

"oh sorry, maybe tomorrow then."

"oh ok see ya."

"Bye."

I walked back to the room to get my phone and my wallet. I walked down the stairs and told Gabriela and Mike (Ethan and Grays parents) that I was going shopping. I walked out the door and got into my car. I decided to go to fashion valley since it was pretty popular and had a Gucci store. so I made my way to the mall, and I saw...

hey sorry if this chapter was a bit chat I'm beginning to have depression like I don't feel comfortable talking about it but I've been think of killing myself and I've been crying myself to sleep and how everyone would be happy I was dead and I wasn't in the fricking mood to write and I haven't told any of my friends about it and I probably should but idk and I fractured my finger by hitting it with a basketball. Again I'm so sorry if it fricking sucks

I love this song but it makes me a little sad but I still love it

p:s the Dolan twins used it in there 4OU tour video, in the end, watch the video and listen