Dr.Reed;- Naledi I need you to talk to me
I just looked at her.
I had the dreams again.
I haven't spoken since Tuesday. It's Thursday and I've gone without interaction ;- I haven't eaten even to leave my room has not been on my agenda.
I looked at DR Reed dead in the eye and search for some sympathy I found none. She had enough of my fits and behaviour I guess she just wanted to help but not in the ways that worked for me.
I took out my white board and wrote " I want my problems gone"
She looked at me and shook her head
Dr Reed;- your making this so hard Naledi just speak to me please I want to help
You know when anger takes over but you have no physical strength to fight!?
I started shaking I lost complete control of my body i was breathing heavy tears began streaming out of my eyes
Dr Reed;- Naledi!?
I didn't respond I couldn't I was numb I wanted to reply I wanted to ask her to help me but I was having a complete breakdown.
She put down her folder and say beside me on my bed she hesitantly put her arm around me and embraced me as I shook and cried into her shoulder.
Dr Reed;- I promise you everything's going to be okay
Me;- I am not crazy I promise
Dr Reef;- I Know honey I know just calm down for me sweety
I was still breathing really heavily and I became really light headed all I remember was falling asleep in Dr Reeds arms.
I woke up in a room.
A hospital room attached to some machines ;- I recognised the heart monitor and the fluid sack , with wires streaming out of my body.
I looked around and fluttered my eyes.
How did I get here??
How did it become like this!?
Why my sanity!?
Why my life!?
I Knew what time it was I just thought I could dismiss it. I thought I could overwrite the memory of my insanity and keep it moving but reality was I was in this room trying to repair and renew my sanity.
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