Honey

Letter Five

Jennie,

I miss your voice, your touch. I miss you. My heart aches. I've never cried so much as I have these last few months. I think you're my oxygen and being deprived is only going to leave me dead. You're like honey, sweet and addicting. I miss you, I miss your touch. I'm not mad, I would never be mad. You were my dream at that point. I didn't care if I was kicked out of Blackpink, i didn't care if I never got to preform or dance again. As long as I had you, I was on top of the world. Why didn't you say anything? Let me take all the blame and shame. Let me get shipped back to Thailand without so much as a goodbye? I've never been so lonely in a world full of people as I have been now. My soul is empty, as is my stomach. I haven't gotten out of my bed since last nights binge. If I'm not drinking I'm crying, and if I'm not crying I'm watching you and Jisoo. It hurts Jennie. It really hurts.

Love The Heartbroken,
Lisa