Honey

Letter Eight

To Jennie The Love Of My Pathetic Life,

The wind is sharp and it's dragging the ink sloppily over this paper. The paper that's soaked with my blood and tears. Sorry, I tired to keep it cleanish. You still haven't written back, or spoken my name at all. I've written even more letters, those too sad to mention. I have 50+ drafts hidden in neat envelopes under my bed.

After this letter, those will be sent too. 50+ days until you read this one and know it's too late. Too late because I've already did what I'm about to do. All I asked for was one fucking letter back. You made my life sour. It's not your fault completely. I hate to blame you. I just wanted to love you, hold you close. Now even f you were here, Jisoo's in the picture I know she is. If I want to blame anyone it would be her. Send Rosè my love, she would have been better to love then you. You're selfish. You left me, "The love of your life" for your career. You played with me and then threw me away to Thailand. I know the truth, PD-nim sent the official letter last week. Yet, I still unconditionally love you like the fool I am. Goodbye Asshole.

I'll always love you.

Lisa