Quartet Night's composer Utapri fanfic

Dreams of the past

~Hope~

It was pitch black. I was cold. In the empty space I was shivering. Tears were flowing down my cheeks.

"Mother? Father?" I asked, getting no response. This isn't real. I thought to myself. This is just a nightmare.

"It seems that the girl has finally woken up." I voice said. I jumped, more tears forming. "Now, don't cry we just want to play a game. We both know that you and your mother is popular idols. I just want to play with you, and them get some money, got it?" Then, I noticed that my arms and legs were tied together.

"No, please, please..." I begged.

"Shut your ugly mouth!" He said, as he started lifting my shirt.

"No! No! Please!" I yelled.

I woke up, panting and sweaty.

"How long has it been since I've dreamed of that?" The moment five years ago. The year that I quit going on TV. The year that I started hating the world. I sighed as I heard my phone ring. I picked up the phone, and on the screen it said, SAOTOME. I sighed. Would taking the chance be better than getting a phone call 24/7? Yes. I decided. I walked through the castle like house. The empty house with gold and diamonds. My house.

~Time Skip~

"Hope! Did you come back to be Sakura again?" Saotome asked.

"ARE YOU DEAF! I CAME HERE SO THAT YOU WOULD STOP CALLING ME! MY EARS ARE BURNING AND I CAN'T COMPOSE ANYTHING WITH YOU CALLING ME SO MUCH! EVERYTIME I BLOCK YOU, YOU JUST MAKE ANOTHER PHONE NUMBER! CAN YOU STOP?" I yelled at him. It wasn't true that I couldn't compose anything, but if I wouldn't say that much, he wouldn't stop. Then I heard footsteps. Lots of them. "Oh no..." My legs started shivering violently. Fear overpowers my anger. "Saotome, help." I pleaded.

"Only if you agree to join the school."

"Yes! Just get rid of them." I said as all people ran into the room.

"Too late." He said. The night 5 years ago came back to me. Loneliness, sadness, hate, anger. The reason that I didn't want to see anyone again. "This is our new student! Sakura the child actor has decided to come back to the TV world!" My eyes were probably only showing fear right then. I ran and jumped out the window. Running was all I could think about then. I ran into a dorm, labeled 'Sakura' heck, I didn't care about then. I ran into the dorm, and locked the door. My back was on the door, I slid to the floor. I wouldn't cry any more. I told myself.

~Time skip~

It was night. I knew because the curtains now showed no light. I slowly opened the door. Looking around to make sure noone was there, I jumped up to the roof. I took a deep breath.

"It seems like

A lifetime ago

That I saw the gold

Sunshine glow

No, it doesn't reach

Down below" I sang. I heard a noise down at the dorms.

"Shadows become the light

Here where the monsters hide

Normal is just a dream

For all the ghosts like me" My singing style has chained a bit. I thought.

"I hate my metal bones

My bones and gears creak in my chest

My chest forever cold

A cold and maddening descent

Descending down so far

Fall farther 'til there's nothing left

I'm left here in the dark

The dark

I dance to forget" I needed no background music my voice was enough.

"This is my

Penitentiary

Fractured apart from the world

Where I want to be

Lock the door

Throw away the key" I loved to sing. That thought came back to me.

"And let my dance resume

Down in a pitch black room

Normal is just a dream

For all the ghosts like me

Like me"

"I hate my metal bones

My bones and gears creak in my chest

My chest forever cold

A cold and maddening descent

Descending down so far

Fall farther 'til there's nothing left

I'm left here in the dark

The dark

I dance to forget

I dance to forget"

"Come now

Dance with me

As the song plays

Down down

Dance with me

Stuck on replay" Did I change that much in 5 years?

"Come now

Dance with me

As the song plays

Down down

Dance with me

Stuck on replay

I hate my metal bones

My bones and gears creak in my chest

My chest forever cold

A cold and maddening descent

Descending down so far

Fall farther 'til there's nothing left

I'm left here in the dark

The dark

I dance to forget

I dance, I dance, I dance

I dance to forget

I dance, I dance

I dance to forget" Then, when I looked down, I saw a pink haired girl. I tried to run,

"Please, don't go!" She squeaked. My feet stopped."Please come to class!" I didn't reply. "Everybody's waiting!" I chuckled. People are waiting for me? What a lie. People hate me. I knew that. I didn't need a pathetic girl telling me lies. "You're in S-class! There's Syo and Ren and Tokia! They'll all like you! Please come!" Ren? Ren Jinguji?

"I will if you shut up."

"Than..."

"Right now." I said. The girl idiotly smiled and ran back to her dorm. Probably to get some sleep. I guess that I'll go back to my dorm. Not that I'll get any sleep.