Shattered

9 0 0
                                    

I put the letter down on my lap, this cannot be happening. Trina wouldn't just leave me, would she? I look at the clock on in my bedside table it was 2 in the afternoon. How was I so stupid, why didn't I just come clean and tell her everything last night. I could have stopped this from happening. I know it wouldn't have been ideal to tell her over the phone but at least I could have explained or I should have flown home early to explain myself. I knew when I saw the email that it was trouble but I didn't think Trina would have seen the email, how could she?

I could feel every pained pump from my heart, this was just a function but even this was causing my heart pain. With every pump of blood my heart fractured a little more and I knew eventually it was going to crumble. How was I going to live my life without her in it, she was my whole world and I didn't want to do this without her. Being alone was not an option and I am going to get Trina back. I jump up from the bed and run into the library, I head straight for the computer in the hope that I will be able to find a copy of her ticket.

Fate was obviously on my side and I found a copy of the order confirmation on my email, Trina's flight had already taken off but if I used my private jet we would arrive around the same time. I ran into my bedroom and packed a suitcase. One the way to the elevator I dialed Harry my driver to come and pick me up and take me the runway. Once in the car I pinged of a text to a to my cleaner in Toronto. I needed to get the house ready for my arrival and hopefully Trina would be there with me.
I am finally on the runway of the airport, I rush out of the car grab my case and power walk up the steps to the plane. I am running on complete adrenaline, I slump down into the first chair I see and buckle up. Once the pilot is on board I rush him to take off.
*******
Many, many hours later we have finally touched down in Toronto. During the flight I spent time thinking about what I was going to do and how I was going to make things up to Trina. Thankfully I had her address from Jacob but this was also another invasion of privacy but I had to see her. I wanted to give Trina one more chance to see me on her terms but if she didn't want to then I would just turn up and demand that she speak with me. When you find your soulmate you fight for them until you can fight no more.

Trina's POV

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

Trina's POV.

I sat on the bed of my rented apartment and I can see the light of my phone flare up, I didn't need to check who it was.  I knew it was Blake. My heart was broken and I wanted nothing more than to pick up the phone and call him. I longed to hear his voice.... I knew I did the right thing to out some space between us but I didn't realise how painful it would be. I had never been in love before and that meant that I'd never experienced heart break. Finally I cave in a check my phone, multiple messages from Blake begging me to pick up and talk to him. I knew that we needed to talk but what would we say.

I suppose this has helped a little, Blake had never actually lied to me, he just didn't tell me but maybe if I had asked he would have

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

I suppose this has helped a little, Blake had never actually lied to me, he just didn't tell me but maybe if I had asked he would have. Ugh, why was it I believed that small text that he sent me, my anger and pain had lifted slightly. It was as if my heart had started to heal. Tomorrow, that's when I would meet with him.

A Breath of Change Where stories live. Discover now