I fell in love with your eyes. Okay maybe I didn't fall in love with you from the moment I saw you like one of those stupid movies that you deny you watch, but I really did love your golden brown eyes. They always seemed to gleam and stirred up my heart in a way I've never experienced before. It wasn't a full love, but it was something. I guess you could call it a crush, but to me it was alot more. It was a feeling of getting submerged in a pool of water, but instead of struggling I just let myself sink. I know that's a weird analogy, but it's going to get worse I promise. Honestly I'm not sure if you'll even read this or if you'll just overlook this beautiful disguised document. Honestly who would ever look in the porn folder on a gay nineteen year old's laptop. Actually nevermind, I should probably move this. Also that reminds me that it's been almost three years since we met! Sorry, Im getting really distracted, but hey this all about writing down whatever comes to my mind or at least that's what mom said. Apparently she thinks I should be more open obout the wasy I feel for you so I guess this is a half love confession and half my stupid thoughts. You only have yourself to blame though after all you always called me cute when I let my thoughts race. Any way I think that's all for now. I wouldn't want to get carried away after all.
Love Elliott
