Online [Eren x Reader]

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Bella

I spin around on my chair, still annoyed by the fact that Mandi told Eren that she was the one who took care of him. Ugh, she didn't even go with him to the nurse!

I needed to vent, so I clicked open tab and began typing to ERouge03. 

Hey u up?

ERouge03: yh just procrastinating

lol same tbh

ERouge03: whats up?

Annoyed is all. can i vent?

ERouge03: haha thats what Im here for

theres this guy. that i hate. but i helped him today and he thinks that his stupid evil gfriend helped him. like can i get any credit? i missed class bc of him!

ERouge03: but whats the problem?

wdym?

ERouge03: well, if u hate him, y do u care if he thinks his gfriend helped him? y do u want him to know its u?

well i

um

idk

ERouge03: haha u sure u hate him? sounds like u like him

like him? ha no. if i liked him my heart would speed up when i was around him. i would look forward to him coming to class. i would ... i wouldn't be hung up on my ex

ERouge03: thot u were over him

i keep telling myself that but today he got jealous and i felt so happy. 

ERouge03: oh

i know i suck

ERouge03: nah i get it. im always done with my gfriend but im still with her. its like... when i think im ready to end it, she does something that gives me hope. its an endless loop.

sounds like we both need help haha

ERouge03: yh... hey wanna call?

sure

I was nervous. Sure, me and this guy have been texting for weeks, but we've never actually seen each other's face or called. 

Wait, what if he's some old geezer?? Or a pervert??

ERouge03 starts calling me, while I'm high-key freaking out.

Calm down, if he really is a pervert I can just exit the call.

My mouse is hovering over the 'accept' button, it's been a long time since I have been this nervous. 

ERouge03: is something wrong? y arent u answering?

ahhh... nervous about face-to-face call yknow

ERouge03: i see... just wanna do audio then? or just text?

audio sounds good

ERouge03 gives me an audio call, and I answer.

ERouge03: yo?

haha... hey.

ERouge03: welp this is awkward.

ah... sorry. 

ERouge03: hey we're cool. I was nervous too.

Thank god I wasn't the only one.

ERouge03: *chuckles*

ERouge03: So, you're upset because the guy you hate isn't paying you any attention?

No! That's not it!

Listen... I've known this guy for a while, and we have this rivalry thing going on. Ever since my ex dumped me, I feel like he's winning at everything.

ERouge03: huh, weird.

What?

ERouge03: Well, I have a rival too. She was just dumped by her boyfriend as well. 

Lol, glad to know that I'm not the only one.

ERouge03: Yeah...

Why you guys rivals?

ERouge03: Um, I don't know how to explain it really. It's been like this for a long time. Long story.

*sigh* I can relate.

ERouge03: You sure you don't like that guy?

100% sure. The guy's an asshole. But...

ERouge03: But...?

Never mind. 

ERouge03: You know what I've realised? We don't know each other's names.

Do you know what I've just realised? You have a girlfriend, yet you spend a lot of your time talking to me.

ERouge03: *chuckle* You got me. I'm into the girl who's name I don't know and who's face I haven't seen. *sarcastic*

Strange isn't it? *sarcastic*

ERouge03: For real, what's your name?

... It's Bella.

ERouge03: ...What?

Bella. B-E-L-L-A. BELLA.

ERouge03: Bella...

Hey, I have to go.  But it's not fair if I leave before you tell me your name.

ERouge03: My... name? Oh right..

ERouge03: Uhh... My name is...

ERouge03: Er...

Er..?

ERouge03: Emil! My name is Emil?

You sure about that?

ERouge03: What? Oh yeah 100% you doubting that I don't even know my own name?

Okay... Emil. Talk to you tomorrow?

ERouge03: Yeah.. Bye, um, Bella.

- ends call -

Well that got weird at the end.

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EREN

Fuck.

That voice.

The rival.

The ex.

THE NAME.

THAT'S DEFINITELY BELLA.

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lol im back for a hot minute.

ik no one reads this story but i find it entertaining to come back every 6 months and read and update it lmao.

even tho its pretty shit lol.

okok byebye