oh, if anybody cares...
no, it doesn't hurt no more but i feel like it should.
no, i don't miss us being together but i feel like i should.
no, i don't feel nostalgic but i feel like i should.
had a month to recover and put my world in order again just for it to crash down again.
first time i wasn't prepare for the downfall but last time i was more than ready for it.
maybe that's why i don't feel it...i felt it all the first time.
didn't had a lot of time to recover my wounds, my heart...
all of me was already opened waiting for another stab.
you still on my mind.
you still have a place on my heart.
i just don't feel you in my life.
and i'm okay with it...for now.
hope that my way on the beach continues this calmly.
hope the tide doesn't rise and gets to me.
hope it continues this calmly.
hope the water doesn't get to me and drowns me.
i don't know how to swim.
YOU ARE READING
thoughts.
Poetrythey say overthinking would kill your happiness, but it is the only way i get to know myself. -thoughts, poems and feelings.
