I Don't Really Care

{chapter 4}

I was laying in bed thinking about how much shit has gone down in the last 24 hours.

Damn.

I look at the glowing stars on my ceiling.

Yeah I'm a little kid. Deal with it.

They remind me of Jakie.

All my old friends...Nate.

Nate.

Wow I miss him so much.

I'm not going to explain him y'all aren't ready fo dat.

I think about Luca. How possessive he was.

Shit...

It's kinda hot tho.

I roll over and go to sleep

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I wake up and see my Big brother Blair sitting in my office chair.

"The fuck?" I groan

"I came home last night. And I came in here. Why do I smell another male on you?" He growled

Big fucking brothers these days

"Well...." I said and paused then I told him everything. Everything.

By the end I'm on his lap sobbing.

Because I got rejected.

I look at my brothers green eyes almost the same as mine. He's 17 close to eighteen I wonder if he knows Luca?

"Jessi I'm sorry. But you got a second chance mate right?" he said

"Yeah. " I say

"I'm hungry get dressed we are gonna go to mcdonalds and then school" Blair said

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"Holy fuck this is so good" I say as I shove food in my mouth in the school parking lot.

"I know. " Blair said

I finished my food and look at Blair.

"Ready?" I sAy

"As I'll ever be" he said and we got out of his car.

"Leggo. " He said

"Leggo my eggo" I said and we both laughed

We aren't the type if brother and sister who hates each other. No but we both hate my slutty ass sister who is currently sucking face with my mate.

Uhhh my god I knew it.

She just always has to ruin my life doesn't she?

They can't see us and he's clearly not trying to stop her.

Fuck. My. Life.

"Whatever Luca I don't cry for you" I said and walked back to my brothers car

"Ayyye Blair. Imma take your car ok" I screamed at my brother

All eyes turned to me.

Except for Luca and Bella.

"Oh and Luca just so you know" I I walked over to a guy I met in math who was hot as fuck.

I kissed him hard and he kissed back.

I pulled away.

"Fuck you Luca fuck you. " I yell

"Call me sometime" I tell the guy

I go back to my brothers car it's a mustang.

I see Haily and Layla running across the parking lot.

"Can we skip with you.?" Layla says

"Get in girls" I say

Haily gets in the front and Layla in The back.

" i can't believe that fucker. And with my sister. Why does that slut always have to ruin my life" I say

"That was your sister. And I knew it my brother was your second chance" she say

"Ohmygod he did that. That's soooo against girl code" Layla said

"I know." I said

I thought about all the shit she's done to me.

"Once when I was 14 and she was 15 I was going out with a 16 yeah old I loved him. So fucking much and I left them alone for five minutes in the same room. I came back and she was on top of him kissing him. I walked out. Damon yelling after me. That was him name Damon. My first love. That's why I'm so pissed if it was someone els anyone els I wouldn't have cared al all but it's was my big sister. She's my brothers twin but it's as if she shouldn't be in my family. Later that night when Damon cheated on me. I went to a party. My Friend who was 17 was having it she was awesome when I went home I was sitting at my desk with a bottle of pills. And I thought "well, your not worth it anyway" and welcomed death" I said

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