I Don't Really Care

{chapter 5}

"I was disappointed in life I felt like it wasn't worth it anymore you know. And people kept saying it's worth it please don't. But it's not. Back then if I could go back in time o probably would've done it. Not even cared. Just took the pills and got it over with" I said

"But Blair. My big brother saved me. He always does. We both hate my sister because she was almost responsible for my suicide. And he protects me from everything. And I love him more than almost anything. I want a mate like my brother. " I said hoping, wishing that could happen, get a mate like my brother and live happily ever after. But nah. It has to be so complicated and stupid. Im mate less. I hope no one fucks with me. I'm going to snap.

"Well guys where to?" I ask (damn that turned around quickly lol)

"Well there is this place that we always go when we skip.." Haily said with a devious smile

"Okay your driving then" I say and stop the car.

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"STOP HAILY SLOW DOWN" Layla screams as we race down a hill and haily's having the time of her life.

"Haily slow down my brother will kill me if I scratch his baby okay?" I said and she slowed down.

We stopped bye an old barn and the thing looked beautiful there was white followers growing everywhere and lights in mason jars (large jelly jars)

"Wow...." I said

"Great isn't it..? My dad use to bring Luca and I here when we were little. We loved it" Haily said walking in the barn.

I walked in and saw layla look over at me.

"So.. Can I tell you something?" She asked

"Yeah. Yeah you can" I said and smiled

"I have depression. " She said and flinched.

"Aw layla its ok" I say and hug her

"I'm going to help you ok?" I said and she nodded.

"Guys..." Haily said with a horrified look

"..what..?" We said

"Looks like someone wants to kill us or scare the shit out of us" she said pointing to something on the wall.

I walked Over and saw "Haily, Layla, Jess. We are going to kill you xoxo" scrawled on a white piece of paper

"Uhm how the fuck...?" I said

"I don't know I didn't tell anyone we were even going to be here and you've never even been here so...how?" Haily said

"Guys lets go" said Layla.

We quickly walked out to my brothers car and got in.

"Okay my house?" Haily said

"Yeah. Movies and food?" I said

"Ohmygod perfect Friday night" Layla said.

"I'm so done with this day guys" I say

"Me too. McDonald's? "

"FUCK YEAH. " I scream

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We get out of the car and carry in all the food (it's a lot).

We walk in and Luca is right there.

..oh lord help me....

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Okay I haven't updated I'm like years so I'm sorry. There's hell (school -.-) and everything so yeah I'm sorry I wonder if anyone's even still reading this....?