*ᶜʳⁱᵉˢ ᵃᵉˢᵗʰᵉᵗⁱᶜᵃˡˡʸ*

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Do you ever just feel so dead to the point where you want to hurt but you're too lazy to do it to yourself so you just want to be able to look at something and hurt while just sitting still.