Is It Me (Haikyuu x Reader)

-Chapter 30-

TW: ab*se, be safe and if you are experiencing something like this reach out, you are not alone <3

"You're not one to say anything. You're not perfect either." You throw your shoes off letting them land on the small carpet.

"I know I'm not perfect but at least I know what's best for me."

"Yea well great, I also know what's best for me. God, I came one day to check on you guys because I just wanted to be a good daughter and you're already telling me how bad of a person I am. Obviously, you let Tama and Nori do whatever the hell they want but if I'm willing to hold a damn volleyball, I sin."

"Watch your mouth young lady." You could hear the anger in your mom's voice. But you didn't stop.

"If only one day I'm allowed to do something I want then maybe I'd please you. But no 'learn to knit' 'learn to cook' 'learn how to stop wasting your time' is all I hear from you. My grades are down by one point and I get scolded. Who the hell cares what my grades are? I'm not about to use trigonometry in my everyday life. But maybe volleyball-"

*slap*

There it was. Later than what you expected but there it was. This was a bad idea.

"One day can you stop thinking about yourself? I am your mom and you should respect the decisions I and your dad make."

"I only think about myself?! Huh? I didn't know it was a sin to want to do something that I enjoy doing."

Again.

"Get out!" She yelled. But all you did was stand there. "I said get out."

"Good I never wanted to come here the first place." You grabbed your stuff and slammed the door shut.

You jolt up from your bed. Ugh, just a bad dream. You say to yourself. Your phone begins to buzz. It read "OIKAWA" ugh what a great start to the day. You throw the phone back behind you and onto your bed and stare out your window. Partly cloudy, doesn't look like rain though. The clock read 9:27 a.m. your phone began to buzz again. Immediately assuming it was Oikawa again, you angrily pick up the phone and answer.

"What the hell do you want Oikawa!? I'm on my way." You yell through the phone.

"Someone doesn't read the caller ID." You immediately recognized the voice.

"Sorry Iwa-Chan, Oikawa just tried calling me and I thought he called me again. What's up?" You start to head to the drawer that holds your volleyball gear.

"Yea he's right beside me. Practice is canceled today. They're cleaning our gym because they thought we'd get here later. Coach just canceled it cause he doesn't want anyone to get hurt. You probably saw the group text but I just wanted to make sure you read it."

"Oh." You pull your phone away from your ear and check your notifications. 18 unread messages "well thanks for checking on me. I guess I'll just have a resting day today."

"Do I need to come over and make sure you don't touch a volleyball today?" He laughed on the other line.

"It's fine. Thanks for worrying though. Bye and thanks and see you tomorrow." You said your goodbyes and hung up.

A peaceful Saturday, I hope.

After your dream, your head started hurting. You stand up and walk towards the small desk in your room. You grab a glass and pour some water into it. Drinking some of it helped your headache a bit. I should go check the mail.