Time flies by so fast, I knew I should have planned the baby shower earlier. It was the week of the baby shower, and instead of celebrating I was in the hospital.
My water had just randomly broke. I'm completely lying. I hate to admit it, and I know if Kyla finds out she's going to kill me.
I had a moment of weakness, and I gave into my desire. Well, I gave it right up to Stephen. We were just watching a movie in his room. We were still sleeping in separate rooms. We had made a commitment to not have sex, until we thought our relationship had progressed. But I guess we both broke that agreement.
*Flashback*
"My stomach has been feeling tight." I say leaning on Stephen's shoulder.
"It's going to feel tight. The baby will be here any day now." He explains, rubbing my stomach in a circular motion.
Feeling slightly tired I close my eyes. Between him rubbing my stomach, and the beat of his heart gave me a sense of calmness. Feeling him move slightly, I open my eyes.
"I'm sorry. The movie is over." Moving off of him, I lay on the pillow instead.
Grabbing the remote control he turns the TV off. He leans back onto the bed, and pulls me into his embrace. It just felt so good being in his arms. The warmth radiating from his body, made me feel tired and warm. I lay against his chest listening to his heart beat repeatedly.
I had to be asleep for no more then two hours. The other side of the bed was empty. I slowly sit up in bed, turning my head I hear the door open. Stephen walks into the room, closing the door behind him. He gets back into bed, and turns towards me.
"You're okay?" He asks me.
"Yeah." Thinking its no longer a good idea to be in bed together. I start to get out of the bed, but he grabs my arm.
"Where are you going, mi amor?" He pulls me back down onto the bed, and kisses my cheek.
It felt good being with him, but we had made a commitment to not have sex or sleep together. I was really trying to stay committed to that agreement between us. But everyday it was slowly getting harder, and harder to not feel tempted to just say fuck it.
"Elijah, we can't. I'm going to go back to my room. This is best for the both of us." I try breaking loose from his hold on me, but he doesn't let go. I look up at him, and the look in his dark green eyes gave me a hint of what was going through his mind.
The only time Stephen's eyes had that dark tint to them, was when he was turned on. But he couldn't do this too me. He made this promise with me, and we had to stick by it for the sake of our relationship.
I didn't want us fucking this relationship up, because we were slowly getting back to where we were before. But it was just this time we were more on stable ground in our relationship now.
"Why can't we just break the rules this once? Look, I miss you, mi amor. I can't help the way you make me feel. I just react to everything you do." He explains seductively.
Just the way between his accent and the huskyness to his voice had me feeling some type of way. I really did want him. And I knew I wouldn't regret it, but I really wanted our relationship to work. And I felt like if we just had sex, it would ruin everything.
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