TWICEXO One Shots Collection

First Snow

Hii!! This Chapter was inspired by 'First Snow' of EXO, so i hope y'all like it!

This is just a short one shot (I'm sorry, i will just make it up to all of you in the next chapter)

ENJOY!

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Chanyeol's POV

I was woken up from my sleep when I felt my neck getting stiff. I fell asleep with my head thrown back at the sofa, facing the ceiling.

I fixed my position as I massage my neck. Damn, I will never sleep at that position again. My neck hurts, fuck.

I stood up and I walked straight towards the bathroom as I looked at my reflection in the mirror.

Another day of me waking up but yet I feel so empty and dead inside. Sometimes, I will ask myself why do I need to wake up from my sleep when I will just woke up again feeling empty and dead?

I heaved a sigh before twisting the faucet and started to wash my face.

After that, I checked what time is it because the last thing I remember is I ate lunch.

4:27 PM

Since it's still early, I decided to take a walk outside. I wear my jacket since it's getting cold outside.

Then I remember, it's winter again.

I hate winter.

I used to love winter but not anymore.

I started to hate winter 3 years ago. When 'that' happened. That was the day I started to feel lonely and empty in Christmas.

It was my fault anyways why I started to hate it. I started to hate it because of my dumbest decision I've ever made and after that everything started to change, my Christmas is never the same.

I was walking alone on a street filled with Christmas lights, the place looks so lively and colorful, everyone around me looks so happy while waiting for the Christmas day to come but here I am, not feeling any of it at all.

I feel lonely.

Empty.

Sad.

And dead inside.

My Christmas was only filled with regrets, I shouldn't have made a dumbest decision, I shouldn't have let her go, I shouldn't have left her.

Then maybe, I'm still happy now.

Sometimes, I will start wondering... If I could only go back to that day, if I could only turn back the clock, would it be different now?

I'm the one who hurt her, but why I feel like I'm the one who was hurt the most?

Is it bad to wish that she could go back to me again? I miss her. I miss her touch, her scent, her laugh, I miss everything about her.

I'm so dumb to left her.

I shouldn't have done that.

But it's way too late.

It already happened.

I was snapped back to the reality when I felt something cold touched my skin.

Snow.

I looked up and saw snow falling down from the sky.

It's the first snow.

Then the memories started to rush back. It's also the first snow when I broke her heart. It was a painful memory and it's also the reason why I started to hate winter.