Endless Seduction | JENLISA

Chapter Twenty

Lisa's POV

I inhaled a deep breath and closed my eyes the moment I stepped out of the bathroom. I cussed myself repeatedly in my thoughts. I wanted her see that I wasn't the 'good one' or even remotely close. I was the villain, the bad girl. Jennie was just too fucking stubborn give up. What was she fucking thinking, giving me head in front of those two women? Damn that brat! She don't need to that! She's not like them. I just said it, for her to go away from me. I couldn't fucking believe she would be that stupid to do it.

She thought her pretty face and hot body could move any woman to do almost anything she wanted them to do. Not me. She couldn't play me like them. She thought I would be begging for her sweet little pussy. She thought she could get me wrapped around her fucking bratty finger. Nobody could play me. I knew the game too fucking well.

"Hey, Lisa!" I snapped out of my thoughts when one of the two girls I were with wrapped her arms around mine. "Are you done with her? Can I have my turn now?" She giggled.

I pulled my arm away from her. "Maybe some other night. I'm spent."

"But Lisaaaa..." She whined and pouted. I ignored her and walked forward outside the VIP lounge. I got out of the club and went in to my car. Christ! What I just did started sinking into me. I let her suck my pussy and I made her swallow my come. I numbly leaned my back on my seat. I felt guilt and regret squeeze around my heart like a rope but I quickly brushed it away.

So what? She already did that to Miyeon. I could tell by the way she had expertly sucked me. The incomprehensible in my chest and stomach at the thought of her doing it to Miyeon made me feel sick. It just increasing the hate I am feeling everytime I think of her and that Miyeon. She gave another woman her virginity. I didn't give a flying fuck about virginity but she told me her pussy was mine. What was mine was mine and no one should be allowed to touch it. I felt betrayed when she let another man touch her. I'm a selfish person and I do not share.

I could feel my temples throbbing and my jaw clenched almost painfully. A part of me wanted to touch her, kiss her, feel her, and taste her again. But fuck, everytime I look at her all I could see was her betrayal. And all I could feel was the painful throbbing of my heart when I picture her having sex with Miyeon, her moaning and groaning her name as she brings her to climax.

We had sex. Those words were imprinted in my mind. They replayed themselves in my head over and over in Jennie's cold voice. It mocked and taunted me.

This, I couldn't fucking allow. I couldn't admit I was hurt so I tried to focus on my anger. It was easier to be angry than admit to myself that she had hurt me.

Jennie's POV

I felt dirty and used and the lowest I had ever been. She used me like a whore and I let her. I swallowed my dignity and acted like a slut for her. Only for her. I wanted her that much. I love her. I never thought love could make me this stupid. Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheeks. I splashed some cold water on my face as I tried to get my emotions under control.

I can do this. I won't give up on her. She's the one I want and she's the one I will fight for.

I put on a fake smile before getting out of the bathroom. Lifting my chin up, I walked out of here as if nothing happened. I saw one of the two girls whos with Lisa earlier. She frowned when she saw me. I cocked a brow at her and gave her a proud, wry smile before walking away. I went back to the table where my friends where. I poured myself a shot of alcohol and downed in one go. The familiar burn hit the back of my throat, washing away the taste of her in my mouth. I quietly drank while they talk to try to numb the pain I was feeling.