𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝑪𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴.

fault

he was depressed

crying so hard

that his wails were louder than the thunder

he was so mad to himself

he can't even see properly anymore

punching the grass

that his knuckles and hands were full of wound and scratches

he has been crying his lungs out for several hours

blaming himself

turns out when she half smiled

that was the day she knew she was lactose intolerant

turns out when she was all jolly ordering

she was maximizing her time on earth

turns out when she scoffed

she knew she had anaphylaxis

a life-threatening allergic reaction

she knew she was allergic to dairy

but she still ordered everyday

and there he was giving him ice cream

which was one more step to her death

he felt so stupid

there he was dropped down the floor

mourning

crying

in front of the grave of the girl she loved