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80: The Journey of Nu'est

Just needed someone to talk to haha.

It's 2:54 AM and I'm still crying! I knew the moment I will watch the documentary I will burst into tears again. Good thing I did not watch it with a friend. I feel embarassed but I admit, crying for them makes me feel good.

Why don't we reminisce first? Let's go back to where it all started. I would like to hear your story too.

At first I thought Nu'est will be just another group. I supported them because I trust Pledis in terms of choosing artists and thank God Pledis did not disappoint me. I remember feeling giddy when I saw Ren's Teaser, and that's the start I finally call myself as a fan.

They are not hard to like. They are these adorable boys who wants to play around, tease each other but other than that, I love how dedicated they are. I know it's been hard to debut at early age, dancing and singing live without using lip sync, compete with the other groups who is in better company and much higher age.

Life is a race that we need to finish... so upon looking back I realize that I am truly greatful to be with them. Why? They just become my inspiration. I said this already but I will keep telling this. They gave me hope. They gave me strength.

Last last year, I think, I fought for my own problems. It's hard especially when you are the only one dealing it. It's a tough year for me and for my family. There are times that I just ask God why I am experiencing it. Even question why I even here in this world.

Nu'est suffered too, well everyone does. But they are one of the people who stays humble as everyone threw hurtful words and insults. It's heartbreaking, thinking that they don't deserve any of that!

I am very greatful to JR for writing that lyrics in Produce 101. Thank God they are all awaken! Fans wanted them so bad and became 1000 times nicer!

You might still suffer and will suffer another tough fight, but know that there is always a reason for that. Know that we have given the struggle because we can endure it. In the end we will just say that it was a tought fight but I am thankful I surpass it.

I sob hard when the video showed Aron suddenly cried as Jr talked about his sentiments for his members. I just hope all his worries were gone now because many of us loves him as we love the other members. Right?

Ren caught my eye and brought me to be a fan and I am truly happy because I feel really proud staying with them from the very start. Baekho showed strength that I needed to be able to acomplish my dream. Jr became my wake up call when I feel like giving up. Aron made me realize that it's ok to cry, because I am always this anxious so I always cry alone and didnt want to burden anyone. Munhyun makes me hope that you can be better with yourself. That you don't need anyone to improve. That even though he was left alone, leaving his friends behind for awhile, he is still doing his best to become better. 

That's why when I do my clinic, I did not wait for my friends to work. I work on my own and trust myself to do any procedures. Because in my case, I'm scared to work on something that I'm not use to do.

Every day I am clinging to the idea that I will do better as what Nu'est is doing until now. I still hope I will come to my life that I can reach my goal too.

Those are the things they made me realize, it's too many to mention to be honest.

Nu'est did wonders to my life. I dont just like them because they are an idol and I like their songs. They are just simply.... Nu'est. Just being by theirselves.

So don't give up! You ar halfway to your dream.

I am praying that they will stay longer. (In Kpop. Because they will stay forever in my heart)

Video: The Journey of Nu'est (documentary)
By Lay Naran (subscribe! 🤗)

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