Sam's POV:
She wasnt lying, they love each other. My heart I feel it breaking, Gavin why?Was it just for pleasure? Was it for me? Well no matter what I will find out. Only there she is, happy, with her. I must make Gavin love me.She must be mine forever.
Gavin's POV:
What?Do I like Daniel? But I like Sam.Right? I have to think but Daniel just kissed me and just right now I'm kissing her. Fuck I don't know. I pulled back from the kiss and put him down. I heard something behind me,"WHAT THE HELL GAVIN DONT YOU LOVE ME," its Sam," DO YOU LIKE THIS SLUT!?" I heard Daniel whimper she's scared. Sam is going too far, I grabbed Sam and said," Calm the heck down,don't call Daniel a slut. What's up with you. We did it but that drink made us do it. I'm not that dense. " Sam looked at me and started crying,"You have no heart do you,you never did even when we were kids you where an asswhole. It changed in 6th grade. You shut me out,you drifted away does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry, can you care about me?" She's breaking me just like she did. Something inside me snapped I can't control it. James is going to wake up but who cares its her fault."YOU BLASTED METRO HETRO JERK WHO TOOK CARE OF YOU ALL THOSE YEARS!WHO HELPED YOU WITH HOMEWORK! WHENEVER YOU WERE SAD WHO WAS THERE! WHEN YOU WANTED TO GO SOMEWHERE WHO DROVE YOU!ME IT WAS ALWAYS ME!!! DONT CALL ME OUT ON MY SHIT WHEN YOU CLEARLY CANT SEE YOURS.I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US IN 6TH NOR DO I CARE BITCH!!!" There it was I couldnt control it. Sam and Daniel are looking at me in shock. James is up I know it i feel his eyes on me, but haha who gives a fuck. I held it in for so long,"THIS IS WHY WE ARE FRIENDS!? YOU HAVE YOUR GROUP AND I HAVE THESE TWO," I point at James and Daniel," THEY ARE LIKE ME AND YOU, YOU.....," Im breaking down I cant move, they are all scared and crying. "You all hate me," I said this and out of my house. I ran and ran until I couldnt see my house. I look around to see where I was. I see tall green trees, flowers or too be specific my favorite flowers. Roses,the redest ive ever seen. I know were I am, this is were I met her.
Flashback
"Hello im and you are," I hear a voice behind me. I see a girl with long black hair, black eyes, and about my height. " She looks pretty but I should most likely say something. I smile.,"Hello Im Gavin are you new to town?" She smiles back and I hear my heart speed up," Yes actually, um how old are you? Im eight?" I think about this ,theres only one school in this area she must go to the new school they built. Im going to tell her,"Yeah im eight too,lets be friends." She smiles and sat down on the ground with me ," okay." We layed down and looked at the clouds.
End of flashback
I started crying more. Why did she do it. Why did she leave me like that of all ways. I walked over to the spot where we met theres a river now. Its bittersweet, she loved nature. Theres a broken bottle on the ground. I pick it up and break of a piece. Once I take off my sweater I put it on my pale arm seeing the glass shine because off the night sky. I felt tears forming in my eyes as I made cuts all over my arms. I make on last cut and put on my sweater. Finally choosing to go home.
James POV:
I want to go chase after Gavin. I need to make sure she's okay after what happened last time. Only this time I know she will come back so I need to fix this mess up. Both of the people I have to deal with are crying I need to say something," Sam. Daniel. Whats going on?" Sam looked up well more like down at me," lets say we messed up James," they said this at the same time. Welp im in for a treat. An emotinal,messed up, and cruel treat.
Aurthors' notes:
Daniel: Hey guys this chapter was worked on with the newest member of our team. Jason
Jason: Hi guys im Jason Vorn and one of Daniel's exs
Irene and Ari: Were all her exs Jason. She has a girlfriend now.
Daniel: Yeah whatever I know im a fithly slut to you guys( Dd im talking too you too🤣) but this was one of the dark chapters. Im warning its going to get worse.
Ari: Yeah like your life Daniel
Daniel: Shut up
Jason: Daniel is correct the chapters might get more and more morbid over time
Irene: If you dont like stuff like that please let us know and we can try to limit the darkness in thua story
All of us: Bye guys
Daniel: Love you Niko
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Stop Loving Me
RomanceGavin Rose is a girl who is smart and pretty, but can't find a will to continue living. But whhen her best friend Sam moves in with her and finds out that Gavin wants to kill herself, they try to find a way to live but, they each have a goal of thei...
