Its fine

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Tae POV

I woke up and started doing my normal morning routine.  I've changed into a big white shirt that makes me look smol with jeans.  I make my way down the stairs for breakfast but notice that there's no food or a seat for me. :(

"Morning hyungs!!! Morning kookie!" I say but got nothing in response but whispers

"Sorry but we forgot your food" jin hyung told me

"It's fine" I smile widely at them although I know it's fake.  I've never had a meal from them since I've been a member here plus it's useless to ask them for my food if they're gonna forget about me anyways.

They all look at me and their stares give me a feeling that I'm disgusting to them.

I was ready to walk away to buy myself some food but I hide by the door hearing them talk about me

"His smile is gross" Yoongi said
"He's such a burden to this group" Hoseok said
"I wish he was never born he is always an annoyance to us" kookie said
"He's really fat now he is like gonna break the floor soon" Jimin said

I felt my heart shatter after hearing him say that.  I've liked him since I came here but I guess I'm never enough and I have to stop my tears remembering that jimin my bestfriend knee about this but still accepted kookies confession.

I'm never enough for them

I'll skip breakfast since jimin told them that I'm fat and I need to lose weight now.

I leave to the company and practice my dancing

The members come and we starts practicing but Hoseok hyung told me that I'm messing up and that it's even worse.

I practice again but I mess up by tripping making everyone mad bc we've been practicing for 7 hours now and they want to go home but I'm stopping them so namjoon hyung And Hoseok hyung push me and kick me in the stomach making me cry out pleading for them to stop but then they stop and I thought Jungkook would help me but I thought wrong since he kicked me the face hard that I start coughing and my mouth starts bleeding.

I'm left there so I get up and walk to the dorms only to be met with more punches and kicks in the stomach

Yet they're still shocked to see me smiling and telling them that it's fine

But
"One day I'll leave and never come back" - anonymous

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