Gone (kthXbts)

History repeats itself

3rd person

All was well after the two love birds made love,  the members showered tae with love and it was a dream.

But not everything will go as what you wanted

Here theres jimin and hobi talking behind taes back

Jimin has gotten this feeling towards tae and he's really annoyed while Hoseok has this feeling of yelling at tae.  "Hobi hyung he's just getting really annoying like I can't with him anymore." Jimin said
"I know right? He's just lacking the dance lately and making us stay back for his ass like I just want to sleep but that fucker can't even get it right!!!!" Hoseok replies and that's when the other members including kook comes and in and joins
"It's becoming like how it used to be and now that I think of it........  it was better if tae was gone, it was quieter and much more peaceful." Jimin says
"Hyung this hyung that!!! Ughhhh just shut up already!!" Namjoon says while groaning. "Taehyung was great at first but honestly he can like leave? We want time for ourselves and he can't give it to us like SO IRRITATING" Jungkook says dragging the last word
They continue talking about Taehyung not even noticing the broken boy listening not far away from them

Tae POV

They're like this again? Huh? I thought they loved me and kook...... how could you? Why do u guys always do this to me? If u want me gone again then you'll have it.  I'll ignore them for a week then leave their sorry asses
No I'll leave for real and I'm never forgiving them
Bangtan POV

Jungkook has been noticing how his feelings were fading and it resulted for him to ignore tae and just treat him like a stranger while tae has been crying himself to sleep. (A/n: I can relate to that :( Hehehehe).

Jungkooks also noticed that tae wasn't talking to them and they thought it was odd but just shrugged it off thinking that tae was js in a bad mood.

Tae POV
Jus like last time I pack my clothes and get ready to leave. Last night I've already informed that I was officially leaving bts and how they are becoming huge di- poopie heads! I hate being treated like this....... I also have been planning this for awhile, once I leave I'll go to California and start living my life with my aunt and my cousin.  She's asked and I told her everything with her replying with 'when will those boys learn?' disappointment as her tone. I'll really miss all of them but I'm wondering was that night just a one time thing? If so I don't know if I'll ever be able to love again.................

I set up my phone before I leave and I check the time before I go on my flight '4:23' I signed and turned on my camera pressing record

* video starts *
"HI! Umm... if you guys get this then that means that I have left the group and that you'll probably never see me again.  I wanna thank you guys for treating me like I have another family, I appreciate you guys being there for me through everything I went through but later on it's changed.  You guys don't talk to me anymore and I understand that I may seem annoying so it isnt a surprise if everyone leaves me, u all have been my brothers, my family and the people whom I love the most. I'm sorry if I was the cause to all your problems since I was a mistake, but please always stay happy! Always keep your beautiful smiles on your faces and to continue with your life without me which you can. Joonie hyung, you are the leader so please lead the group to more success and to help them with anything that come their way because I've always looked up to you hyung! You make wise choices so please don't hurt anyone. Jinnie hyung, you are the mother figure of the group and I always thought of as my mother, the one who takes care of everyone in the family and the one who knows what's wrong so please take care of the members as you are the eldest and to take care of yourself! Yoonie hyung, you are the second oldest and u are so cool! You were so scary at first when I met you but now We've finally broken through that hard shell of yours and there is a soft man who loves his family so much. You can rap which I adore so much, take care of yourself hyung! Hobi hyung, you are the sunshine and the bright one so please encourage the members to always stay happy and to cheer them up when they're sad! You always made me smile so do that to all the ARMYS as well! Plus make sure you don't overwork yourself in the choreo and to take care of your health! Jiminie hyung, you are my bestfriend! The one who I can talk to first and tell everything to, I remember when u were the first on to talk to me and we immediately became bestfriends but now I honestly don't know what happened. Like all the members don't stress yourself and remind yourself that your voice is like angels!!!! Jungkookie, you are the maknae and I love you so much! U were the one who caught my heart and I wanna thank you for helping me understand what love was. And love you and the members, I could never love anyone else. We made love that night and I was so happy but you started to ignore me and it hurt to think that maybe it was just a one time thing but I didn't think about it because I knew you loved me but I guess I was wrong........... and it's ok if you love jiminie or someone else because I'll always be here and I'll always support what decisions you make in life as long it doesn't involve jail or drugs n stuff Hehehehe. But kookie take care of yourself and don't be too hard on yourself on stage. Hyungs, kookie I'll always love you guys, you guys are the most important thing to me and it hurts having to leave but I think it's for the best since you hurt me constantly and I'm hurting so bad but I can't do anything since I love you guys so much.  I'm sorry for leaving but remember to take care and that I love you fighting!

* video ends *
My eyes are streaming tears as I go and end the video
I check the time and it's 4:56 so I sniff and grab everything before I look back at everything, the pictures the couch the tv and I look away and leave nobody noticing that I've left forever and that I'm never coming back.