Fear The Reaper

Chapter Four

I was going to have one hell of a hangover tomorrow, but it is so worth it. I got to be a Prospect and I couldn't be any happier. I honestly thought they weren't going to let me do it, but they all surprised me. They had proud looks on their faces, especially Chibs. I had grown especially close to him over the years.

Then I happened to look over my shoulder and Happy was staring at me and ignoring the Croweater trying to get his attention, figures the gashes had to be there but it wouldn't be a party without them I guess. I smirked at the fact he was ignoring them and eye fucking me.

* Happy's POV *

Just sitting watching Riley was making me hard as fuck. I didn't care she was the Princess of SAMCRO, she was sexy as fuck. I remember when Jax and Opie chased off her piece of shit boyfriend that wanted to pop her cherry, she was pissed off at them but he didn't deserve to take that from her.
I could tell he didn't love her, he seemed like he just wanted to take it from her and leave afterwards, he wouldn't take care of her. I wanted to be the one that wanted to take her virginity, I could love her the way she needs to be. When I am near her, I fall in love with her. I know it sounds sissy but I didn't care what people thought of me. I even told my mom about her. I just need to tell her, that is why I keep pushing the gashes away from me, I want to show her that she is the only one that I want.

* Riley's POV *

Happy keeps watching me but not in the perverted way. He likes me, I can tell and I like him too. I really don't care what the guys say. I will not let them chase another guy away from me. I will make Happy mine, I can see he can be faithful, he keeps pushing the gashes away.
He is very sexy, and he is fierce. I can imagine wrapping my legs around him, clawing my fingers down his bed . He will be mine, just need to get thru my probation.

" Penny for your thoughts." Chibs said to me that brought me out of my trans
" Just thinking that's all Chibby." I said
" Bull shite, you are staring a hole into Happy's face. You fancy him don't you?" He asked and I shake my head yes. Chibs is one person I could not lie to.
" Yes Chibs I do, and I will be with him, no matter what but I am focusing on being a Prospect first." I said.
" Well when it happens all I have to say is he better treat you right because brother or not I will kick his ass." He said then kissed me on the cheek. He got another beer and walked away.

I just sat there drinking my beer, then decided to go outside for a smoke and a breather. I walk to the ring, sit down, light me a cigarette and just think. I really miss my dad, I still can't believe he wanted me to patch in. He even set into the by-laws, he really thought it out.
My thoughts were interrupted by someone walking up to me asking for a smoke and it was my brother Jackson.

" You ok sis?" He asked, he always knew what I was thinking.
" I'm good bub, just thinking. Mainly about dad and how he wanted to patch in." I said as I was tearing up. Jax put his arm around me and I laid my head on his shoulder.

" I think there is more on your mind, like a certain brother of ours." He said
" Yes, I do like Happy but I also want to focus on Prospecting." I also couldn't lie to my twin.
" Look I don't care about it, just I want you to be happy and sorry for running Brian off, but he wasn't the one for you." He said
" Water under the bridge bub, I was pissed but I got over it. I have always had a crush on Happy but at the time I was younger and thought he didn't like me but the way he is looking at me tonight makes me believe that there might be some hope." I said

We finished our smoke and went back inside to finish partying, because tomorrow starts my prospecting and I couldn't wait for this year to fly by.
Just hope I won't screw this up.

" Stop stressing out and come take a shot with your God father." Piney said  I laughed, " Sure Old Man, I will take a shot with you and I am just worried that's all." I said as he was pouring me a shot
" Worried about what Sweetheart?" He asked
" That I am going to wake up and this is all just a dream, that you guys really don't want me to Prospect." I said
" Princess your dad and I knew you were wanting to be a SON, that is why he had a Kutte made for you. You were head strong just like him, he told all the guys about it and we all voted yes on it." He said and I smiled.

We had two more shots and got up to dance. I had alot of alcohol flowing through my system and I was feeling good. I seen Candy who was my favorite Croweater, she knew boundaries. If you told her someone was off limits, she stayed away.
So I walked over to her, put my hands on her hips and we started to dance. She smiled because she knew who it was, we always danced together whenever there was a party.

Again I felt eyes on me and I knew it was Happy and I smirked. Candy and me both dancing more provactive, grinding on each other, just having fun.
She asked if Happy was watching us and I said yes and we still danced like that, switching positions from time to time. I swore when I looked up at Happy I saw jealousy in his eyes, I might be dancing with a girl but I seen jealousy and I just smirked at him and winked.

He smirked back at me and I smiled. Yeah definitely going to be a long year but with Happy being here is going to make it worth the wait to be patched in.
I raised my beer to him and he did it back to me and finished dancing with Candy. I walked away from her when I was finished, got me another beer and went to my room to call it a night.

* Sorry for the late update, it's been rough with my anxiety and depression but hopefully I will update in a day or two. Keep voting and please comment.*