Fear The Reaper

Chapter Six

* Ok here is the next chapter, soo sorry for the late update, having a good day so here it is enjoy *

Its been six months since I patched in and closing on mine and Happy's one year anniversary. Wow how time flies but I would not trade it for anything. We have been doing great, wow maybe not because about six weeks ago we had our first big fight.

Ok getting a little bit ahead of myself here, ok so six weeks ago both me and Jackson was in town to get some supplies and seen this guy who looked lost, so we approached him and asked if he was ok and he said no.
He told us his name is Juan Ortiz, he was from Queens and had to get away from there, he said he got into some shit with the Mob out there and had to get away. Both me and Jax looked at each other and we nodded in agreement. The whole twin thing really works.
We offered him a job at TM, asked what his skills was, and he said he knew about computers, some mechanics, and we said we could use a tech.

So we all headed towards TM. We were riding in my truck and Juan kept looking at me, I smirked this poor boy has no idea about my Old Man and how crazy he gets over me.
I look over to Juan and say " Like what you see?" I said with a smile and I can see Jax's smirk on his face. Juan goes white as a ghost, gulps and says,
" I do but I-I." He stutters, so I say,
" It's ok but just wanted to let you know I have a boyfriend who is a member of the SONS just like me and he is crazy about me." He relaxes and we headed to the garage.

We pull into the lot and start to unload everything, take it in and introduce Juan to the group, he seems to relax alot more and we go about our day.
A little later we were sitting around and telling Juan about our Club and how I am the first and only female SON, how Jax and I are twins and our dad started the club along with Piney. I told him he was one of us and as long as he pulls his weight around here, he will always have a home here.

So the next day Juan wanted to start on upgrading our surveillance system around the club and garage. So I decided I wanted to help, for one I was bored and second it was slow at the moment so I went to help.
All the while Happy is watching me like a hawk around Juan, and I just roll my eyes at him. I want him and only him. Happy kept telling me to be careful and I was going to fall off the ladder and break my leg and I said I was a big girl and I would be ok.

He kept pestering me all day and I was starting to get pissed, and while walking back to the clubhouse for something, my clumsy ass tripped over some boxes and fell directly on my knee and heard a snap.
Immediatly Happy ran to me and what he saw was pissed, I was on my back holding my knee and crying. Now I usually don't cry but I was in immense pain.

I was rushed to St. Thomas with Happy in the ambulance with me and the boys following us. The whole time he was glaring at me and I wanted to say something but I was groggy for the pain medication. He would get the fuck over it, I was in fucking pain and a possible broken leg or knee.
I was more worried about being able to ride, I can't ride, can't vote and I was pissed.

So we get there and I am taken back for x-rays, while I was back in the back, the boys were in the waiting area to hear anything. Juan was pacing back and forth blaming himself for what happened to me. Kept apologizing to Happy, he wasn't mad at Juan, just pissed at the situation. He told Juan he wasn't mad at him but at me.

So finally the doctor came out to tell them my leg was broken but it was a clean break and didn't require surgery, just I would be in a cast for six weeks.
So everyone came to my room and Juan spoke up and said,
" Oh god Riley I am so sorry that this happened to you." I could see him panicking, " It's ok Juan, this is on me, not you ok, it was my fault for not paying attention." He seemed to relax, so everyone talked and then left but Happy. Oh here we go I thought to myself, I am going to be chewed out.

" I know you're pissed and I know you want to say ' I told you so ' save it ok, I am pissed too, I can't ride for six weeks and can't vote, so I am going to be worthless around the club." I said and then started to tear up. He didn't say anything at first and he still looked pissed.
" I told you not to help, I told you to let him do it, now look at what happened, what if you were on the ladder and fell? It could be worse, your worried about not riding, I was worried if you fell off the ladder, it could of been wors-." He paused and I saw it, the quilt, the fear, he was on the verge of tears.

I now understand what he was worried about, he was afraid of losing me. My man, the Club's Hit man was afraid. He was worried about me. I patted the spot on my bed, he took off his Kutte, put it on the back of the chair, took off his boots and got into the bed.
I cuddle into his side and laid my head on his chest and looked up to him. He had a tear coming down his cheek, I wiped it off and placed a kiss on his cheek, he kissed the top of my head and we laid in silence.

I was eventually was released, went to the club, mom wanted me to be there. She wanted to throw a party, whatever I thought. Just an excuse to party.
So we were sitting there on one of the couches, he was still pissed and I was getting sick of it. " Just get over it Happy, I am fine and I am alive, no need to be pissed." I said
" Well if you would have listened in the first place it wouldn't had happened, now would it." He said, oh I was seeing red, I wasn't some girl, I was the fucking Princess, and Member of the Club just like him.
" The hell is that supposed to mean? I should had listened, I am not some girl you can boss around, I am a Member just like you and the FUCKING PRINCESS of this club." I was screaming by now, and had the Club looking at us, Happy got up and stormed out and I went to my dorm.

Well this is the end of our relationship, he probably went to find himself a Croweater to plow, they would just love that, I noticed them eyeing him.
I went to bed, I was exhausted. I just laid in bed, just crying my eyes out and eventually fell asleep.

* Happy's POV *

Man she was stubborn as hell, just like her mom. I was so afraid she was going to fall off the ladder and I would lose her. I loved her so much, she brought peace to me, warmed my heart, I know it sounds sissy but I was changing and I didn't mind it.
I probably just ruined my relationship with her, I told her basically to listen to me like an Old Lady, she wasn't though, she was more than that to me. I wanted to marry her, have a family with her.

I needed to cool down and talk to her, I can't lose her, she was my world, then out of the corner of my eye I saw a fucking Croweater, great she saw our blow out and thought I would want her, not my type and I loved Riley.
So I got up, ignored her and walked back into the Clubhouse to fix things with my girl, I can't lose her. I got stares from everyone, I didn't care wasn't in the mood to hear shit from them. I walked towards our dorm.

I went in, stripped down and crawled into bed with her, she was sleeping. I pulled her into my arms and listen to her breathing and fell asleep myself. Tomorrow will work this out and make sure to tell her how sorry I was and I want to spend the rest of my life with her and no one else. She was it for me.
My beautiful girl, my one and only.