New York

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> Jin's POV <

"The clouds are so pretty" Yewon said. She looked adorable looking out the window. I dont even know why im riding in a plane right now. We're going to New York, where I were soon to be living and working, the place that i had been offered a job to. I have this really weird feeling that Yewon is planning something or maybe she's just really excited to get rid of me. Anyways, I think its a pretty good idea to get out of the country and just take a break from life.

Yewon said that she didn't want to see Taehyung for a while. Lately thats all shes been talking about. Taehyung this, Taehyung that. Taehyung is flirting with blah blah blah. But I dont complain, cause I myself cant stop thinking of Suzy. I think I understand how she feels. I need to stop seeing Suzy for a while and think about certain things, like my life and feelings and stuff. pshh...

I woke up with a headache. I dozed off while working on some school work on my laptop. I dont know why, but the moment I was going back to reality I think I heard Suzy's and V's voice. Yewon seemed to have been speaking to them.But when I looked at Yewon, her laptop was half close and she was asleep.

Suddenly this vacation is sounding like a requirement, I keep thinking about Suzy that Im starting to hear her voice... but why V? Why did I also hear his voice? I. am. not. gay... Gosh that gave me shivers. Maybe its V who is gay? Wait! Why am i even thinking about this! Ughh! Think about something else!

I looked at Yewon and she was smiling in her sleep. She must be having a nice dream. She looks so peaceful. Lately all Ive been dreaming about is Suzy. I didnt know that I loved her this much. I only realized how in love I was, the moment I lost her. But now, because I care about her so much, I cant have her all to myself. I camt be selfish. I have to let her go, set her free...

My dreams were just so perfect though... Suzy and I were living a happy life. She was by my side. It was so beautiful that I just didnt want to wake up anymore. Its so funny, cause i would sleep alot in class and even at home. Hoping to dream of her. Im getting really fat also! My face is do bloated!

I took another nap and when I woke up we were already in New York. Yewon and I took a cab to the hotel we were staying at. We stayed in one room, and everyone thought we were a couple or something on or honeymoon... awkward. But anyways, Yewon's parents were very much comfortable with entrusting their daughter to me. And besides, there are two beds and it was seprated by a wall so yeah... Our hotel room was pretty big, Yewon's parent paid for it. Her parents are so cool... haha!

We left our stuff and went around the city. I showed her the place I was gonna work at. And now we were just going around condominiums, cause I plan on buying one when I start to live here.

I had a ton of fun going around New York with Yewon. We ate hotdogs, burgers, and fries. And had coke, ice cream, and fruit shakes. I knew I was gonna get really fat by the way I was eating, but who cares! I absolutely love american food!

We were staying at the park. Having a mini picnic. Yewon kept on texting someone on her phone so i just took random photos. I was beginning to picture myself living here. It seemed like fun. But lonely, very lonely.

It kinda is a bit lonely right now... I mean, yes im with Yewon, but it seems like shes not fully with me. She seems busy with other things, and I have a feeling she would rather have this vacation with a guy named V.

I took a stroll for a while all by myself. I wanted to take more pictures and I saw this really cute squirel and I just wanted to follow it. 

I was so consumed on taking phitos of the squirel that I didnt notice anyone around me. I even bumped into someone and she fell but ran quickly away from me. It was so weird, cause I didnt even have time to say sorry. She just bolted away as if she were late for some kind of meeting. She looked korean, i could see it in her eyes. Although she was wearing a cap and a face mask and all i could see were her eyes, it was obvious she was korean.

Im just glad I saw a korean. Cause I was beginning to think that I were the only korean in this city, and that would be really scary. Its nice to have korean friends in a foreign place. You now, someone to share kimchi with and all that...

After a while I went back to the picnic spot me and Yewon had. Yewon was talking to someone on the phone but she quickly said goodbye when I came. She mustve been talking to her mom.

We bought some take out food for our dinner later and went back to the hotel. I slumped down on my bed as Yewon took a shower.

I took a short nap. Maybe I would be able to dream of her. But I didnt. I kinda dreamt of the girl I had bumped into earlier today. It was a weird dream...

I bumped into her like a did a while ago. Then the next thing that happened I was saying I do... then she was holding my hand and puting a ring on it. I looked around and the scenery changed. We were standing inside a church. Then she was wearing a wedding dress. But the weird thing was that she was still wearing a cap and a facemask.

The dream ended like that. Cause Yewon woke me up. "Jin oppa, Im gonna go check out the lounge area" she said.

"Sure go ahead, I think Ill just stay here. Today was quite tiring, i might take a nap"

"Oh, okay... and sorrg for waking you up"

"Its fine, be careful okay! And dont talk to strange strangers haha!"

"I wont oppa!" then she left the room.

I went back to bed ad stared at the ceiling. I gotta go back to my dream and take of that cap and mask! Its strange how the dream felt real even with the magical changing of scenery and clothing...

A/N: ppyong~ chapter finish! Emergehd its almost our finals... and im actually working on a ton of work for the finals... hays :) I want to update moreeee but... I have to manage my time hehe^^ lets see~ sorry for the boring chapter! Ill do better on the next! :))

I wanna see B1A4 hehe^^ do youuu guys wanna see B1A4?? Cause I reallyyyyy wanna see theeeeem!! hahaha T_T I need money... Its these times where I really wish that money grew on trees hehehe~^^ SOLO DAY!!!! ≧﹏≦

Em already a member of EXO-L hehe^^ i labs ze membership card XDD Are you guys part of the 2M+ (and counting) stars already? go go go~^^ but seriously... i dont really like the fandom name.. haha! oh well, Ill just have to get used to it :))

I cant believe im still sick... almost two weeks of being sick already... great just terribly great emergehhhhd  ̄ 3 ̄ Anyways, that's all!

Juhannahmie~^^

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