The past may hurt

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> Jungkook's POV <

"You know what Jungkook, I have no idea what I'm gonna do! I don't know how I'm gonna ba able to help my bestie and her boyfriend without hurting Suga! Like seriously its freaking impossible! And the guy that I would wanna help me the most just screamed at me for defending Yewon's fiance, but how could I not defend him Jungkook? A person can't keep loving someone when they know that the person they love has their heart tied to someone else already! Do you know how painful that is Kookie? To fall so madly inlove and get your heart broken every single time! I freaking hurts!" Chloe said, shes been talking for at least 20 minutes already. 

After Chloe ran out I volunteered to go ask her what's wrong. Jimin insisted that he would do it though, but I told him that he would only make things worst. So he let me go myself.

"I don't understand what you're trying to say Chloe, Just tell me what's wrong. Get straight to the point" I tell her.

She takes a deep breath and, "Suga likes Yewon! Yewon likes V! V likes Yewon! Suga will either get his heart broken, or Yewon and V will. Either way their all going through hell and there is absolutely nothing I can do to help them!"

I sigh after she speaks. There really are no words to say, everyone feels really defeated by right now. She's right though there is nothing we can do to help.

flashback.

"Jungkook, I like you" says one of my classmates. Shes one of the most noisy people in class and very immature as well. But apart from all that, she's a very nice girl. She's very pretty as well.

"I'm sorry" I say and walk away.

"But oppa" she says and grabs my hand. "Please give me a chance, I'll promise I won't be a bad influence! I promise I'll be good always! Oppa just please! I-I-I I can't stop liking you... I'm trying my best but I can't!" people start to gather around us. I hate it when people get all dramatic and make useless scenes.

"Sorry" I say again as I pulled my hand away from her grasp and walk away for the second time. And this time she doesn't follow me.

end of flashback.

I looked at Chloe, her face scrunched up from thinking of a plan. She's going back to how she was before. The sweet Chloe who would help their friends no matter what. The Chloe who is obnoxiously noisy but never too clingy. The Chloe who cares alot about her looks but doesn't put too much effort in it. The Chloe that I had a crush on a few years before.

But I let her go that time. Because I had too. Because I wasn't ready. Because...

I was a coward.

I was gonna apologize the next day, but she confessed to me at the end of the year. So I waited for the next school year to come, and I vowed I would make her mine.

But when the next year came, she changed. She dressed up more, painted her face with make up, and blasted herself with perfume. She wasn't the same girl I liked. So I let myself become a coward once more. And I let her go.

Jimin had transfered that year as well, he made friends really quick. That's why he's part of our group. A lot of girls liked him as well, but ever since he transferred he always had his eyes on Chloe. Jimin is nothing compared to me, honestly. I'm pretty confident about myself but I never brag. But Jimin had something I didn't. He wasn't a stupid coward who couldn't confess his love for Chloe.

It didn't take long until Jimin and Chloe ended up together. But Chloe never stopped being clingy towards other guys. Jimin didn't mind though, he was just happy to have be with Chloe, I think he's stupid because of it-- but I would gladly be in his place.

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