This Isn't Me

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"Is this the life I've been given? Is this?!" He asked sarcastically, paws shaking. "This entire time, I never felt like I'm part of this clan. Never been!" He spat.

"do not underestimate my emotions- I'm no part of this. . ." Lunar's eyes watering, full of hate and fears. It has been several moons since he became a warrior, a full and proud warrior of EchoClan.

Is he really proud? Happy? No. He failed the assessment. He was just given the title warrior to be happy at least. He was the best hunter there in his time, but during the assessment, he was bervous and feared. Before that, the memory of his fallen brother, Solar, and his true mother, SilverFlower, perked up in his mind.

He mourned and grieved no matter how many dutied he must to do. Sorrow was all he could feel throughout his life. That moment changed his entire life entirely.
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"Why. . . ? Why did it all ever happened. This isn't what I wished to be! This has all gone wrong!" He yowled. Hoping it would change again.

SaturnEye, a senior warrior and, the deputy stood strongly infornt. His ears percolated for the newly appointed warrior's heavy words. "You are strong, brave and independent clan cat." He started. "But you are anxious, depressed and feeling guilty. Those are what's holding you back, making you miss the chances and oppurtunities you should have taken. Your doubt, fear and sorrow."

"But I'm not perfect! I failed! I lost!" Lunar broke himself into tears. "I wish I am- but I'll never be!" Sadly, he stopped holding his weight, and tumbled and wailed. Pain hurting him like flames. The Deputy was looking on their back just to scout a sight ahead.

Shocked, SaturnEye tried to help him up. "Are you okay?" He asked "What happened?".

Lunar stood up slowly. "I'm fine- ah!" A painful squeak came from him. He didn't realized that his side was bleeding. "B-blood?!" He was terrified, he hated blood.

"I'll get you to the medicine de- " SaturnEye's sentence gone off. He was confused.

"-No! I can handle myself, I don't help from the medicine cat!" Lunar growled, facing away. He started padding towards a direction into the forest.

"Wait- Lunar!" The deputy yowled, following after him. "I can help!" Without notice, he suddenly bumped his head onto a large brown oak tree "Ak-!".

"I don't need help. I'm useless, they wont be satisfied soothing my pain awa-" he trailed off his thoughts, sliding down a cliff. His paws hurting from the rocks above it. At the end, he slipped as hit his head on a small stone. He became unconcious for some heartbeats.

Moments passed, Lunar woke up, seeing darkness upon him. "Where am I?" He asked, his side bleeding worse. "Ak- it hurts" he meowed, looking around him for exit.

When he wasn't looking, a dark cat figure appeared infront and made a slight sound for a stick. Crack! Lunar flinched and hurriedly backed off as he faces the stranger.

"Who are you?!" He asked, scared and unknown. He closed his eyes to leave his fears behind.

Who Are You-?

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