*Kayzhas pov*
I heard sirens. I grabbed cam and began to rock her back and forth. I cried I've never cried this hard in my life.
The paramedics ran upstairs and checked her pulse. "She's not breathing," the man said. He grabbed her and put her on the stretcher. They put her in the ambulance.
I dropped to my knees and began to pray. "Dear God, I know me and you haven't spoken in a while but right now I really need you. My wife is died and I need to bring her back to me cause I know that only you can do it. Please God Please help me. I need you right now more than ever before,Amen." I said getting up off my knees and grabbing my keys.
I went downstairs and ran back upstairs I grabbed her beats and phone and clothes bag and ran back downstairs and outside. I hopped in my car and headed to the hospital.
I arrived at the emergency room and waited. I pulled the promise ring out of my pocket. I took my off of my finger that she gave me and put them on my necklace.
I closed my eyes and threw my head back. I went outside and grabbed her beats out my car and cane back inside. I plugged them in and played drawing symbols by youngboy. "I said I'm heading home to the land where the gates closed yeah yeah," I sobbed. I'm guilty. She did this because of me. It's my fault.
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4 hours later I saw a doctor come out. I took off her beats and stood up.
"Camryn Greene," he asked.
"Yes I'm here for her," i said. "She awake if you would just follow me," he said.
I walked swiftly."Yea," I said. He showed me her room.
I'm not so sure if I can go in there after letting her down so bad. He walked off and went to a room to doors down. I just stood in the doorway and a nurse walked passed me into the room.
"How you feeling," she asked.
"Horrible," she said weakly. I could here her voice crack. She started to cry. I couldn't take this anymore. I walked in the room.
"I'm here babygirl," I said. I slowly walked over to her.
I kissed her forehead and grabbed her hand. "How you feeling," I asked. "My stomach hurts," she said continuing to wipe her tears. "Can you call jada out here," she said. She had charcoal around her mouth
She said she was on her way. Her moms had needed her and as soon as she left she would come here. I texted her to see where she was. "She's here just now walking in about to head back here," I said sitting on one of the chairs.
Jada walked in and went directly to cam. She kissed her cheeks and her forehead exactly where I kissed her
"How you feeling babygirl like you hurting what did they say," she questioned.
"I'm having abdominal pain," she said.
"It's going to be okay you are strong you will pull through," jada said grabbing her hand. This made me so angry.
"Miss Greene, you need to eat something," the nurse said bringing in pancakes and eggs.
"I'm not hungry,"she spoke lowly.
"I know but you need to eat and drink water," the nurse said setting three water bottles on the counter and handing her another.
When she's hurting or sick she likes to be babied she likes to be held. I got up and cut up her pancakes into little triangles like a kid would have theirs. I put her syrup all on her pancakes and a little on her eggs and feed it to her.
"I can feed myself," she said. She is still upset.
"Look babe I know cheated but it wasn't on purpose, when you went to the bathroom a texted you or who I thought was you this:
*Flashback*
Me: babygirl Wya? I need you 😈💦
Them: Kayzha wtf r u talking about 😂
Me: let me eat you tonight 💦
Them: I don't think that's a good idea your drunk lmao
Me: you'll never be a one night stand 😍💦
Them: Ight I guess this once 😉
*Flashback over*
I showed her the messages. "I thought this was you baby and I was fucked up and was horny as hell. When we got to the house she got some hen out the cabinet and I'm guessing she put something in my drink. We took shots and she kissed me and I pushed her off and went upstairs and I guess whatever she put in my drink started to really kick. When she cane in the room she began to kiss all over me and I tried to resist but I ended up giving in and I'm sorry. Baby I'm so sorry and I would never do that to you ever again," I said pouring my heart out.
"I'll believe that when I see it Kayzha. I wasn't mad I was more hurt. I stuck by your side all this time for to cheat on me with my sister. But I do forgive you I'm not going to forget this though. You will have to prove your worthy of my trust and this will take some time but in the end it will be worth it," she said.
I leaned in for a kiss and she blocked it with her hand. "Don't" she commanded.
As soon as she said that I saw her look flushed and she began to sweat. I ran and grabbed the trash can and let her throw up in it. I held her hair. She soon stopped and turned on her side and went to sleep.
