Behind The Mask | MYG & KSJ

Hidden Feelings

I was laying on my bed, thinking about yesterday. 

Jin was so gorgeous and hot and everything I ever wished for but he was kind of weird.

All those challenges he made me go through just to meet him...

I traced my fingers through my still fresh tattoo.

So it was Yoongi that said all those nice things about me that night...

Why didn't he say anything then? 

Not that it matters now, I'm officially with Jin and I'm happy.

He makes me feel alive and that is what I have been looking for.

I wonder if he feels the same way as I do.

I decided to pay him a visit.

I got ready and headed for his house.

When I finally arrived, I saw Yoongi storming out of Jin's house, banging the door on his way out.

Jin followed, yelling.

Jin: You better apologize!

Yoongi kept on walking away furiously without looking back.

Jin: You're going to regret this Yoongi!

Jin kept yelling at him.

Yoongi was a few inches away from me now.

Y/N: Yoongi? What happened?

He just gave me a deadly glare without slowing down.

He passed me by, got in his car and drove off.

I ran towards Jin. I could see that he was upset.

Jin: I'm sorry you had to see that Y/N.

Y/N: What happened baby? Is everything OK?

Jin sighed and went back inside the house.

Jin: Come in, I'll tell you everything.

I followed him upstairs to his bedroom.

We laid on the bed together and cuddled.

Our faces inches apart.

I could feel his hot breath on my face.

Y/N: Are you two OK?

Jin looked away.

Jin: I confronted him about that night at the Halloween dance. I told him everything that you said and we got into a fight.

Y/N: Why?

I caressed his soft cheek.

Jin: I asked him why he didn't say anything. I told him that I would have backed off if I knew that he was in love with you.

My eyes opened wide and my heart started racing.

Y/N: Wait! What!? He is what now?

Jin laid on his back and gazed at the ceiling.

Jin: My little Yoongles is in love with you Y/N... He has been in love with you for about two years now.

I couldn't believe what was coming out of Jin's mouth.

Yoongi was secretly crushing over me for two years and I was ignoring his existence for most of that time. 

I felt like a horrible person.

Y/N: That explains his cold behavior towards me the last couple of days but why did you guys fight like that? Yoongi seemed furious.

Jin: He told me that I never care about his feelings and that I only talk about myself all the time. He told me that I never take the time to ask how he's feeling.

Y/N: Oh my god Jin, is that true?

Jin wiped a tear, that ran down his cheek, with his finger.

Jin: It is... I was selfish and I regret that now but in the heat of the moment I couldn't admit my mistake.

I gave him a peck on the lips.

Y/N: It doesn't matter Jin, as long as you apologize and try to make amends everything should be OK. Yoongi seems reasonable, in his own weird way.

I paused and took a deep breath.

Y/N: I should go talk to him. He must be devastated seeing his friend with the girl he loved.

Jin: Tell him to come over after, I would like to apologize.

I nodded and got up.

Before I left his room, I stopped and looked back.

Y/N: Would you have backed off even if you knew that Yoongi loved me?

Jin: I don't know...

*time skip*

 I finally arrived at Yoongi's house. I rang the doorbell and waited for someone to answer.

After about a minute someone opened the door.

Y/N: Hello, you must been Yoongi's mom! My name is Y/N, I'm a friend of your son's.

The lady gave me a warm smile.

Ms.Min: Hello Y/N. Are you looking for Yoongi?

Y/N: Yes! Is he here?

Ms.Min: I'm afraid not, he came by earlier but he left in a hurry, he seemed upset. Do you happen to know why?

Her tone seemed passive-aggressive.

I tried to avoid eye contact because I felt guilty.

Y/N: I'm actually looking for him to find out.

Ms.Min: If you find him tell him to pick up his phone next time I call, or else...

Her angry look turned into a soft smile again.

That woman gave me the creeps.

Y/N: Sure thing Ms. Min!

She smiled with her eyes before closing the door into my face.

I stood there for a while trying to think.

After a couple of minutes it finally came to me!

If he is not here, there is only one place he could have gone!