Behind The Mask | MYG & KSJ

Wake up!

My mind went blank, I ran towards Yoongi without paying attention to my surroundings. 

All I remember is screaming for help. 

I knelt next to Yoongi, he was badly hurt, his legs were shattered and he was covered in blood.

Y/N: No Yoongi! I'm sorry! 

My voice was cracking while tears streamed down my red eyes.

Yoongi was laying on the side of the road, holding his last breath, trembling.

Everyone had gathered around, suddenly I heard Jackson screaming from afar, running towards me and Yoongi.

Y/N: No! Yoongi no! I'm sorry! WAKE UP!

I was ululating with every inch of my being. I couldn't believe that Yoongi could die. And all because of me.

Y/N: I'm sorry Yoongi, it's all my fault...

I whispered as I placed my forehead on his chest, holding his hand between my palms as if I was trying to give him my life.

Yoongi: Y/N...

I looked at his face. He was smiling. 

Y/N: It's all my fault, if I knew, none of this would have happened!

He moved his fingers in an attempt to caress my palm.

Yoongi: I was a coward... T-That day at the park... I-I

He coughed up blood.

Yoongi: I was th-there Y/N... A-And that day at the classroom...

He coughed loudly this time.

Yoongi: I could have s-said some-something but I was...

Y/N: N-No! Don't blame yourself!

Yoongi: I wrote it on the b-board that day Y/N. I wrote "I love you" but I was t-too weak to say it.

Tears fell down his eyes but his smile never faded.

Y/N: Y-Yoongi?

I saw the life fly out of his eyes and in a split second, he was gone.

His hands fell down and hit the asphalt, lifeless. 

Y/N: NO! NO! YOONGI! COME BACK YOONGI! WAKE UP!

The ambulance arrived but it was too late.

Jackson tried to pull me away from Yoongi's body but I wouldn't let go.

I heard him calling my name, no, screaming my name.

Jackson: Y/N! Y/N! Y/N!

My hearing faded and his voice became distant.

Jackson: Y/N! 

Y/N: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I jumped up from bed.

I was soaking wet in sweat. 

I could feel my heart racing like crazy.

I saw my mother on the side of my bed, scared to death.

Mom: What happened Y/N? You were screaming in your sleep! You scared the living hell out of me!

I was completely out of it. I couldn't comprehend what I had just saw. My feelings for Yoongi were stronger than I knew, than I ever realized. I had to talk to him, let him know how I felt. Before it was too late...

Y/N: It was just a nightmare mom. I'm OK.

Mom: OK baby. 

She got up and walked towards the door.