The Dreamer

I just can't wait to be queen?

I have never told anyone about my crush on Vincent,  I really don't want to ruin our friendship. We have been threw so much together, all of my parents divorce shit, his parents divorce shit, he was even there when my sister had her baby. Like what of I did tell him I am madly in love with him and that I always have felt this way  and he didn't even feel the same way and it made things ackward between us then again another thing could happen, he could feel the same way then we have a nice eternity together. Yeah if only my life could go the way I planned. My life has to always be twisted and pulled untill I am queen but that will be after my mother dies and my father gives up the thrown for me but that will be another thousand years or so. Why can't I be "normal"?

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Sorry guys!! my phone broke and I got a new one yay! I kinda know what I am doing with the story line little bits and I the name of her soon to be band is Chemical Defect! Vote comment any ideas tell your friends read you soon!! <33————————

Tomorrow I start high-school should I be scared? I really don't know maybe? I am thinking about making a band I don't know if mom will let me. I'll lie like usual  I guess you can say it's my power. Should I ask Vincent to Join? I'll think about it. What happens if no one will join a freshman's band?  God I need to think positive!  I can't think positive when there is always a negative!  Ughh my brain makes things so complicated!!  So the next Queen of  this hell that's under London thinks that life is already complicated wait until I am of age and my ass-butts of parents will die or give up the thrown and I have the weight of more than a billion souls on my shoulders.  That's going to be fun I just can't wait to be queen?