"I never asked for this; but if this is what you wanted, then.."
This story will probably have a fair amount of smut so if you're not really into it.. i would reconsider reading it😅
It was bothering way too much Only a week had gone by since Taehyung's work was made public and Jungkook was all everyone was talking about
I was his 'savior', the one who was giving him the opportunity to find many open doors and become something else; but still, he was mine and nobody could know it, although everybody did
My mood had changed for the worse. Now it felt like I was always irritated and stressed out, specially when new pictures were released and I found myself stuck while looking at them.. wondering if i'd ever see those expressions on the boy's face in real life
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"Jungkookie?" I scoffed while reading the comments "your dear Jungkookie is~"
"Good evening" he greeted me as soon as I walked inside the house, making me swallow my words I had been recently using my former driver whenever Jungkook had a photoshoot.
There was something different about him today though. He seemed troubled "What's with the face?" honestly I don't know why I even asked, is not like I cared
"Oh, i'm sorry. Everything's okay" he faintly smiled "Dinner is ready"
I went into the kitchen determined to do this as fast as I could. Looking at his face wasn't something I wanted to do now, unfortunately.. I was starving Normally, I would've told him to leave me to eat alone, but from some reason that didn't seem doable now
Kimchi stew??? ....this is the first time he's done that Although being a fan he should know I lov... That's it!! He's trying to soften the blow! Something's definitely wrong..
He sat across the table and wouldn't look at me, which I took as an advantage.. my eyes following his every movement
I started eating but without losing track of his subtle fidgeting -what are you hiding, Jungkook?- Did Taehyung say more than he should've? ..no. That doesn't seem like something he'd do. And besides i'm sure I made it clear my life is none of his business Just what in the hell is going o~
"I'm sorry.."
"Huh?"
"I.. I know I shouldn't but.."
-What it is, Jungkook? Could it be.... are you leaving??- I thought, realizing then I was clenching a fist where he couldn't see it..
Did I... not want him to?
nah, that doesn't make any sense
He took a deep breath and lowered his head "couldihavetomorrowoffsoicanbeatmysistersbirthday?"
". .. ... What?"
He swallowed hard and raised his head, locking eyes with mine "I know I don't have the right to even ask for this, but my little sister is having a birthday party tomorrow.. and it would mean a lot if I could~"
"Yes"
". .. ... What?"
I couldn't believe myself, but I didn't mind saying yes to his request For some reason I felt.. relieved "I said yes" I stopped looking at the shook boy and went back to eating
