Vent-ish Doodle

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I Know What You All Are Thinking; "OH NO PLEASE DON'T TELL ME SHES DOING IT AGAIN!"

.... >:)

I DID THE CRY FACE AGAIN BUT IN DIGITAL FORM HAH!Btw This Photo Is The Filtered Version So The Tears Came Out Really Weird After I Filtered The Drawing, But Eh, Whatever

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I DID THE CRY FACE AGAIN BUT IN DIGITAL FORM HAH!
Btw This Photo Is The Filtered Version So The Tears Came Out Really Weird After I Filtered The Drawing, But Eh, Whatever.

You Know What's Shocking Tho? Usually I Draw Myself With Blue Hair, Or Green Eyes, Or Just Change Something, But I Honestly Didn't Change Much, I Only Removed My Glasses And Made My Hair A Bit Fluffier.

Now, The Reason Why I Chose To Place The Word Breathe On There, Is Because After I Finished I Started Trying To Think Of Something To Put On The Drawing, And The Acoustic Version Of Breathe Into Me By Red Came Into My Mind.

Also- ANIME VERSION OF ME AIN'T KIDNAPPED CHILL YOSELF I AIN'T AT THAT STAGE YET, The Duct Tape Is Just To Represent How I Feel Through A Metaphor.

Idk If On Here I Seem Very Open And Happy, But Outside Of Social Media, I'm So Quiet And Terrified Whenever I'm At Church, And I Always End Up Wanting To Cry Or I Feel Sick, Sometimes, A Really Strong Feeling Of Both.
Honestly, I Know It's Unhealthy For Me To Be Behind A Screen So Often, But...This Is How I Talk To My Friends, And I...Really Do Suck At Becoming Friends With People, So You May See Me Often Worry If They'll Leave Me, Or If They're Only Using Me.

I Don't Know How To Put My Feelings Into Words, I Don't Know How To Normally Vent, So...I Drew A Picture Of Myself Like This.

I Was Going To Draw A Cute Chibi Version Of Me, But Honestly When I Got Onto My Drawing App I Decided To Let My Emotions And Creativity Mix With Each Other,
It's More Simple Than I'd Usually Make My Drawings, But This Drawing Speaks Louder To Me Than Any Vent I Could Make Right Now.

I Hope You All At Least Like The Drawing.
It May Have Been Quicker Than My Normal Ones, But That's Because I Didn't Care If I Screwed Up The Hair, I Didn't Care If It Looked A Little Wonky, I Just Wanted To Draw This, And I Actually Like It Because It Feels Like A Mixture Of Both My Old Drawing Style And My Newer One, And I Just Love The Colors, Especially How They Looked After Adding That Dark Filter.

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