I Know What You All Are Thinking; "OH NO PLEASE DON'T TELL ME SHES DOING IT AGAIN!"
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I DID THE CRY FACE AGAIN BUT IN DIGITAL FORM HAH!
Btw This Photo Is The Filtered Version So The Tears Came Out Really Weird After I Filtered The Drawing, But Eh, Whatever.You Know What's Shocking Tho? Usually I Draw Myself With Blue Hair, Or Green Eyes, Or Just Change Something, But I Honestly Didn't Change Much, I Only Removed My Glasses And Made My Hair A Bit Fluffier.
Now, The Reason Why I Chose To Place The Word Breathe On There, Is Because After I Finished I Started Trying To Think Of Something To Put On The Drawing, And The Acoustic Version Of Breathe Into Me By Red Came Into My Mind.
Also- ANIME VERSION OF ME AIN'T KIDNAPPED CHILL YOSELF I AIN'T AT THAT STAGE YET, The Duct Tape Is Just To Represent How I Feel Through A Metaphor.
Idk If On Here I Seem Very Open And Happy, But Outside Of Social Media, I'm So Quiet And Terrified Whenever I'm At Church, And I Always End Up Wanting To Cry Or I Feel Sick, Sometimes, A Really Strong Feeling Of Both.
Honestly, I Know It's Unhealthy For Me To Be Behind A Screen So Often, But...This Is How I Talk To My Friends, And I...Really Do Suck At Becoming Friends With People, So You May See Me Often Worry If They'll Leave Me, Or If They're Only Using Me.I Don't Know How To Put My Feelings Into Words, I Don't Know How To Normally Vent, So...I Drew A Picture Of Myself Like This.
I Was Going To Draw A Cute Chibi Version Of Me, But Honestly When I Got Onto My Drawing App I Decided To Let My Emotions And Creativity Mix With Each Other,
It's More Simple Than I'd Usually Make My Drawings, But This Drawing Speaks Louder To Me Than Any Vent I Could Make Right Now.I Hope You All At Least Like The Drawing.
It May Have Been Quicker Than My Normal Ones, But That's Because I Didn't Care If I Screwed Up The Hair, I Didn't Care If It Looked A Little Wonky, I Just Wanted To Draw This, And I Actually Like It Because It Feels Like A Mixture Of Both My Old Drawing Style And My Newer One, And I Just Love The Colors, Especially How They Looked After Adding That Dark Filter.
YOU ARE READING
ShadowVanitas Art Gallery
FanfictionJust A Book For My Drawings. Like A Lil' Art Gallery. Btw Before Anybody Tries To Point It Out, Yes I Do Know That I Spelt Gallery Wrong On The Cover But I'm Too Lazy To Redo It