the beginning
I walk down the street in the dark of the night the only thing around me is the moonlight and the street lights. with my hoodie on and my earphones in I start walking down to the nearby train station. once I get there I sit on the outside benches and just watch the train pass. all these people in and out in and out living their lives, some having moment pass them by, some watching other people moments happen.
I'm one of the people who watch others moments happen not
that I have no life of my own but sometimes you can't help but watch. as a wait for a bit at the train station I get up and start to walk down to a nearby park field I visit just to lay at the moonlight.
I only found this spot because of my best friend Kim Namjoon. it's been almost a year since I've seen him. I don't blame him he's been busy being the biggest boy group. he's mostly too but to text me as much as he used too but we send a few texts to each other now and then.
I pull up the messages between me and Namjoon and look back on them
February 12
"hey, Namjoon-ah I hope you are well!" (11:47 am) seen
April 1
"Namjoon! it's been a while I hope you are okay. eating well and being healthy? must be stressful being the nations boy group. I miss you." (2:45 am) unread
last time I texted him was in April and he hasn't responded it's May now. I can't take this so to heart from him I understand. As I was walking to the spot in the field head down and hands in my pockets listing to my music I close my eyes while I near my spot. before I bump into someone's back
I stumble back "oh I'm so sorry I wasn't paying attention I'm sorry" I remove my hood to look at the person I bumped into and saw him smiling down at me laughing to himself "Namjoon? is that you"
he flashed a big smile at me and hugged me while is stool there trying to take everything in "yes hi Katie I'm so sorry I haven't ever responded to your messages I've been so busy I see them all the time and it helps me keep going on the bad days" he pulls back from the hug and looks and smiles at me
my smile turns into a frown and I hit his arm
"Namjoon why didn't you have a single drop of time to talk to me a whole year? I get you are busy but a whole year of not responding and coming to visit you always found time to visit and see me before?" he nods at my frustration understanding what I'm feeling.
"I know but I'm here now to make up for it let's chat? you know at our spot" he steps to the side and points at our spot on the grass we always would lay at and talk about everything.
we walk to our spot and we both sit down and look at each other for a moment I sigh and say "Namjoon? remember the very first time we met?" I turn and look at the night sky. "Yes, I remember every little detail and everything after" he smiles at me and we both look at the night sky under the full moon shining brightly on us. and from there we start talking about our past together.
