end of flashback
-Katie's POV-
"remember everything like it was yesterday" namjoon said to me and i nodded in agreement. "We have always been close since we met Namjoon why have you been ignoring me and just pop out of nowhere like this?" i asked him.
he looked at everything but me trying to collect his thoughts "uhh" he started and I just kept looking at him "honestly i'm not sure but don't get the wrong idea i've always thought about you always always were you on my mind"
not going to live that kind of hurt me but i understand there's other things hat he should worry about other than me i guess.
"it's okay Joon you are here now at least." he looks back and me and smiles at me "yes that's true and i'm so happy in this moment" we both look at each other for a moment and then turn back to looking at the night sky that is slowly changing into early morning.
just like old times time flys by so quick when i'm with him i don't know what it is. i wish time would stop.
"i just want to stay right next to you" i whispered to myself and i felt namjoon turn to look at me and i turned to look at him as well and i was right.
"me too Katie i want to stay like this forever"
as the both of us just say here in the changing dawn sky we just enjoy each other's company he sits up and looks back at me "i should get you home" he says to me. i don't want to go i don't want him to go why does time go by so fast.
"when will i see you again?" i ask him and she gives me a sad look. "i'm honestly not sure"
i sit up and sigh and look at him and the scenery around us and trying to take everything in before this moment ends.
again the most beautiful moment in life.
"let's take a picture katie let's remember this" he pulls out his phone and we take a picture together and he looks at the picture and sets it as his lock screen the smile on his face i can see from here he doesn't need to look at me to show me his smiling.
"so i will never forget you and this beautiful moment" he said full of pride and then he gets a call from someone
"hobi-ah"
"yes i'll come back sooner or later i just want to stay a bit longer"
"just tell them i'll be back soon"
"i'm with an important person right now"
"yes her"
"okay i'll get going now i'll be back soon"
he hung up the phone and sighed. and i looked at him "you should probably get going you sound busy" he nodded.
"let me walk you home? i don't want to leave yet" i nod and stand up and hold out my hand for me to help him up and he grabbed my hand and pulled himself up
"you know what this place give me and idea for a song" he pulls his phone out and starts typing in his phone. "okay i'll finish this later i was to be with you in this moment now"
we started walking back to my home and in he way we laughed and we talked and we shared more memories that we remembered from back in the day.
"Katie how you would feel if you came to meet my members? you don't have too if you are uncomfortable they just mean a lot to me like you do" i could tell in his eyes when he would talk about his members his eyes light up.
"why would i ever turn down the chance to be around you and the people who mean a lot to you namjoon" i say to him and he smiles brightly
that damn smile...
"i'll buy your tickets and everything for you so you don't have to worry about it. we are currently getting ready for a comeback soon and i want you too see what we have been practicing."
we continued walking to my house and it wasn't that far now. i tried to slow down as much as i can because i didn't want this to end yet.
"okay Joon please text me soon about he details of when i can come okay?" i smile to him and he nodded "of course this time i won't leave you for a year by yourself anymore i promise to always be there"
he walked me up to my home and we stood outside for a second "please text me when you get back home so i know you are okay and you won't disappear again"
he pulled me into a hug that caught me off guard. "like i said i won't leave you alone again like before i promise." i wrapped my arms around him and just stayed like that for a moment.
why does it feel so right my best friend of so many years making me feel so safe like this? i wish i knew how he felt about me.
he pulled away from the hug and i did so as well "okay head inside katie i'll message you as soon as i can please be safe and eat and rest well till then please"
"i will i'll see you soon" and i waved bye to him as he slowly started to back away and i unlocked my door and walked inside and closed the door and just like that he was gone.
my heartaches...
*DING*
joonie💜
"don't miss me too much katie i promise i'll see you sooner than you think :)"
i smiled at my phone and decided to wash up and head to bed so see what the morning had for me this time.
and for the first time in a long in a long time i was finally excited about something.
