I love you.. (A lashton and malcum fan-fic)

Chapter 2

* Luke's Pov*

So much for going to the studio. Ashton and I walked around the park for the next hour and a half. And the whole time ashton was acting strange, he wasn't being himself.

" Ashton, sweetie are you okay?"

" yes lukey why?"

" it's just every time we got to the park you wear short sleeves, and your wearing a jacket. It's like 90 degrees out here! Why?"

" umm... Because.... I...."

*Ashton's Pov*

"Umm... Because.... I...." I was nervous! Luke couldn't find out my secret now! I have been working to hard to keep it a secret!

" Ashie, you can tell me anything! Now why are you wearing a jacket when it's super hot out here?"

" no reason" I started to play with my sleeves of my jacket. And before I could think Luke pulled my sleeves up.

"Lukey before you say anything, I can explain"

" explain what?!?! That you are hurting yourself, and could take your life."

" lukey I'm so sorry it's just..."

He interrupted me.

" it's just what? You could have taken yourself out of this world and out of my life! I would have been devastated! I wouldn't know what to do! Why are you doing this?"

"I'm sorry okay? It's just that I have gotten so much hate from guys for being gay, and from girls for dating you! I just couldn't handle it anymore!"

"Babe, let them hate. I have enough love for you!! I am so sorry, this is all my fault". I saw a tear run down his face with each word he said.

"No Luke it's not your fault!"

"Yes it is!"

He jumped on twitter and ignored me as I tried to ask him what he was doing.

* Luke's Pov*

"For everyone who is hating on Ashton Irwin for being gay and dating me, y'all are not true fans! Y'all need to quit!! Its just childish. What y'all are causing him to do is unforgivable! I love you, Ashton Irwin💞"

I showed Ashton, he had a wide eyes and his beautiful smile on his face.

"Thank you babe"

"Anything for you Ashie!"

I kissed his cheek and he blushed and giggled.

"Ashie?"

"Yea lukey?"

"Promise me one thing okay?"

"Yea, anything"

"Never do anything like that again! Please, I can't afford to lose the one person I truly love. Okay! I mean what do you think your family would think if you were gone? What would your friends think if their friend was gone? What would Calum and Michael think if their best mate wasn't here with them anymore? Who would they mess around with and talk to? What would your mom think?" I decided to stop there, because he was crying now! But I couldn't jut let it go!

"Who would I hold when they were sad? Who would I kiss when they were mad at me? Who would I give piggy back rides to when they didn't wanna walk anymore? Who would I just lay there and cuddle with? Who would I calm down before a big concert? Who would I pick up and twirl them around in public? Who would I show off as my BOYFRIEND? No one! The only one I wanna do that with is YOU!! And if you were gone, you would have taken my heart with you! You can't leave me Ashie! EVER! I love you Ashton Irwin" By the time I was finished there was a crowd. They were either 'fan-girling' over us, 'awwing' or looking at us like we were crazy! But that was okay, at least Ashie knew how much I truly love him!

"Aww lukey! I love you too, I promise I will try to stop! I won't ever leave you!! And I think we have some people watching!"

"Good!! And I don't care, let them watch, at least everyone knows how I feel about you babe!"

" maybe we should head home, and have lunch"

I looked at my phone and it was 1:30! Wow!

" okay babe lets go". As I got up I grabbed his hand and we started to walk back home.

* Calum's Pov *

"They have been gone awhile maybe I should call them!"

"Calum, calm down mate! Their fine its only like 11:30"

"Michael, it's 1:30! They have been gone for awhile"

I went to go call luke when Michael gently grabbed my wrist and said " you should give them time to be a couple!" I yelped at the pain now going through my wrist.

" aww sorry mate, did I hurt you?"

" just a little, but I'm fine". He went to go check for any marks he had left, and gasped.

" CALUM!! What the hell did you do?"

" Michael I can explain..."

" don't even try, I don't wanna hear it! I can't believe I even liked you!"

I was hurt that he reacted the way that he had.

"Wait what? You liked me?"

"I DID! But I can't believe you would do that to yourself!!!!"

He was starting to walk away, I needed to stop him and explain everything to him!

" Michael, please wait!"

"JUST LET ME GO CALM DOWN!"

I have never heard him yell like that before except when we were playing around..

" okay I'm sorry" I mumbled.

God I really messed up with Michael! I feel awful!

*Ashton's Pov*

As Luke and I walked through the door hand and hand all we hear was " JUST LET ME GO CALM DOWN!!" It was Michael! He seemed pretty pissed off!

"Lukey, did you hear that? He sounds so mad!"

"Yea I know! Maybe you should go check on Calum and i will check on Michael"

"Okay sure". After we let go I have him a kiss and walked towards Calum's room.

" Calum? Are you okay mate?"

" noo..." His voice was very shaken.

"What happened?"

" Michael found out my sec-secret!!"

" what secret mate?"

" I made a huge mistake and..."

" what did you do? Calum please tell me!"

"I cutt myself!"

*Luke's Pov*

" Michael are you okay mate?"

" noo, I am soo PISSED at Calum!!" I have never heard or seen him cry before!!

"Why? What happened?"

"He cutts himself Luke!! I can't believe him! And then I.."

" you did what?"

" I told him I liked him and then screamed at him.."

"Oh umm... WOW! yea, your gay?"

" no I'm bi"

"Oh! Thank god!! Ashie and I ship Malum so much!!" We both chuckled.

" well Malum may never happen! He needs to stop cutting first!"

"I will talk to him"

"Thank you Luke! I really like him, and I want to be with him! I really do but I feel like I'm the reason why he is cutting!"

" I will talk to him. I promise!"

"Thank you Luke."