I love you.. (A lashton and malcum fan-fic)

Chapter 4

*Calums POV*

When Michael opened the door, I was so upset and I felt guilty. He was crying, and I have never seen him cry before.

"Hey mikey"

"Hey cal"

"Look Michael I an so sorry..."

He had cut me off with him talking over me.

"No Cal it's fine I over reacted anyways"

"Mickey, will you just let me finish?"

He nods.

"Thank you like I was saying, mikey I am so sorry for hurting you. I had no idea that me hurting myself was hurting others as well. But I know that I bend to stop. You have to realise that I'm only human, and that it's gonna get hard to quit. But I pinky promise that I will try my hardest." I held out my pinky, and he held out his. we just stood there looking at each other and smiling.

"Mikey? Do you wanna know why I am gonna try my hardest to quit?"

"Yes and no... because I know I am gonna hear something, that honestly I never wanna hear."

"Well I'm gonna tell you anyways! The reason why I am trying to stop... is because of the band, and of course...."

I was cut off by Michael slapping his lips onto mine.

"Sorry Cal! but what was the other reason?"

"you" I had to whisper it, I was to busy thinking about what just happened.

*Michaels POV*

Cal came to the door and we talk a while. But right before he was finished I kissed him! OMG I KISSED CALUM HOOD!! Was the only thought running through my head! After I kissed him he got all shy and walked away.

"Mikey, I need to go for a walk to clear my head"

"Okay Cal"

Then he just walked away.

I messed up so bad with him.