it's tuesday. tuesday means gymnastics. and honestly, i'm dreading it.
in all honesty, i'm thinking of maybe quitting. it just isn't as fun anymore and i have begun to dread it. just thinking about it makes me anxious. it's become embarrassing when i can't do a skill or mess up to the point where i almost vomit on the spot. i feel as if i'm getting worse and not better.
i think one of the main reasons i haven't left yet is because i'm scared. it's hard to leave something you've been doing for seven years. i feel like i'm stuck and can't do anything else.
i seriously don't know what to do.
